#70 blog status

OFFLINE

will be back after all the buziness

go away and done

->_<-

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#69 im not shortlisted but still im ok....hell yeah im ok..im not ok

hey intern

am i too bad

for u to choose me

when ur offer want to come to me

im getting tired waiting for u everyday

starting today

i dont care if i got u or not

coz im just tired to think about it

geez

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#68 hati sorg stalker,sapela yg tau

im not real time stalker k

im just blogger stalker

but still

poeple mistaken

am i being dangerous

hey now its cyber time

dont take it wrong

if u do,just make ur blog private

i think its enough

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#67 my old times said, "i'm back world"

dont worry

coz my old times

he just a lazy boy

a simple boy

who doesnt care anything anymore

and he doesnt do anything dangerous

just he want freedom

and thats i want right now

hola2

im back

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#66 this week..its start with today

monday: class yg pack..hope xpengsan tgh jln sude

tuesday: viva voice + lab ke 4 cpdc

wednesday: etp seminar 4 + test COMSOL

thursday: last preparation + test PPD

friday: test CPDC + departure from UTP to UNIMAP,perlis

saturday: presentation Project ETP

sunday: departure to UTP..leh rest ke?

pastu coming next week

getting busier and busier

OMG

can i faced all of this

mulakan arimu dgn Bismillah

akhiri arimu dgn ~Amin~

>_<

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#65 big gratz to Paragon Guild for World First Kill Lich King 25man Heroic Mode

lama dh xmen wow

last skali tau2 lich king dh down

gratz Paragon Guild

look forward for more active guild like them

im just noob player

but im admired imba player

geez

>_<

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#64 what a fascinating day is today...rasa nak hentak je kepala atas bantal(tido~~~)

BOSAN

BOSAN

BOSAN

BANGUN TIDO

BOSAN

BOSAN

MAKAN BISKUT

BOSAN

BOSAN

COMMENT BLOG SWEETIE

BOSAN

BOSAN

BOSAN

MEN GAME DOTA

BOSAN

BOSAN

BOSAN

MAKAN LUNCH

BOSAN

BOSAN

BOSAN

TENGOK BLOODY MONDAY

BOSAN

BOSAN

BOSAN

TIDO PETANG

BOSAN

BOSAN

BOSAN

conclusionnya

bosan gile arini

mmg UTP ni membosankan ke lately

ke aku yg kebosanan

tido je la labu

tido2

zzzzzzz

-___-

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#63 lolz...makin hari makin noob jadinye..what happened???

xfhm lor what happened

aku men game

stiap hari klh

study

makin stdy makin penink

makan

makin dimakan makin lapo

apekah

hahaha

aku jadi abnormal lagi ke ni

what the heck!!!

>_<

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#62 my back in pain..the result of sudden active in the night..

last nite i went to play basketball

after 1 year or more

and i am noob >_<

i had done a lot of foul

i had played a lot of foul

everything is foul for me

but we had fun

the thing is my heart started in pain again

and it makes me almost faint

so i took rest and stop play

and i tried play slowly by play shooting ball

however after back to my room

i had to climb 120 staircase

and the results is

my back then in pain

jeezzzz

until now

this munink

what the heck

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#61 i am not sweet as you say but if that the cases..thank you for your praised

owh just a blabber entry

u all know rite what currently

happened to my life

so i used to go back to my old friend

i opened my YM

and talked a lot with them

and i got a lot of new friends

and they all said i am sweet

in this picture

haha is it true??

of coz la not

>_<

owh its true that my friends said

if we luv someone

we never know thats other someone

luv us

and when it comes

we can't aspects anything

but to be glad they still luv us

apepun tu pic lama

pic baru xderk la

kamera xde

lau ade nnti tunjuk la

owh ye ni 1st time letak pic solo kat blog

malu la pulak

hehe

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#60 with the 60th post,i hereby declare to join venture with earth hour..

only 1 hour

lets off all the electricity

so guys dont ever msg n call me

during 8.30-9.30

coz everything wiil be offline for me

yeahh

>_<

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#59 i fall in luv with her...long time ago since first time i met her

its her

Ashily

my fav OST female singer

luv her song

luv her voice

so much,much

lets sing together

>_<

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#58 bite your mouth,scream in your heart

dh lama dh xde post bergambar

maybe later

right now bz dgn preparation

untuk presentation ETP

huhu

xtau la leh wat ke x

teamate meletakkan hrpn tinggi kat aku

i will do what i can

but still can started with anything

my mind become blur

and blank too

about her..im alredy forget her

and cont my life as usual

haha

maybe bcoz of that

life is miserable a little

but i,myself is already miserable

gogo caiyok duranian

going to Perlis with one goal

no one will lose

if i done my best

but i will be a loser

if I never tried

>_<

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#57 i'm craving for improvement and what i got,a damper-bumper frustated

hahaha

yesterday i got TP test 2

before this i only got 1/3 of 100%

so i wish i can increase my mark

coz my lecturer said

"what used of make markup test,if test 2 u also cant do it"

although my spirit burn up

but my body as usual is so lazy

sleep,sleep,sleep

and finally i started study at 9am

test at 5.30pm

i did the question about annulus

again n again

until i understand and know where my mistakes

and try to correct it

while watching Futurama

but it the end

im just laid down on my frends

hak2

so test tp

once again i cant do it right

but hope more than 1/3 this time

hope so

>_<

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#56 i started to look around and think,when am i growing??

20year

i had been grow up

to became me rite now

yeah people at my age

start to think about works

and marriage while i just think

can i become a child again

when i asked the kids

do u want to be like us

they said,yes they are..

bcoz they think life as adult

everything is freedom

nope it sucks

i want to become a mature

last nite

my sis said im cute(is it true???)

of coz la not

she said i can have someone

but literally speaking

after i got work

haha so i need to wait 10year more

and at that time

i think i want to be like i am rite now

hope it never be like that

coz im enjoying my life

>_<

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#55 adoiya..my eyes started blur again

owh my old problem comes

waa i got a blur eyes since child

why..not because i stay up

it is coz im always got fever

have low antibody

and at the same time

i always lose balance

and the result

sudden fall down

thats why i am gayat now

coz i had fall down when i was small

thats not the problem

the problem now is my eyes

arggggghhhh

dont mistaken

u cry a lot doesnt affect ur eyes

i dont know why it blur again

last time when it blur

i used natural treatment and it works

so today i think sleep will help me

so sleepy again

let me sleep

>_<"

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#54 please understand me..i'm just a simple and happy person..

owh its very hard to find

someone that fully understand urself

for me i found this problem

squezz and spleen

why?

bcoz its becomes hard to get along

if we have same sex,

i think communication become easy

haha

absolutely not..

if u r a frend....

what type of frend are looking down on their own frends?

if we have different sex,

of coz for me things become harder

i cant talk to woman ok!!

i think im a simple person

and happy-go-not really lucky all the time

is it wrong to calm down people

when they r stress??

if wrong,i want to go to another planet

bcoz this world has turned up

bcome inverted world

please tell me directly

dont hold ur feeling

tell me clearly

if im suck,tell me that

if im goddammit,tell me that

at least i know what people dont like about me

people make mistakes

if dont u are the human angel

but of coz it will never happened

for me everytime i made mistakes

but somehow i cant see it

so plis do tell me k

diff people got diff personality

if u want to be a true frend

we must accept our frend fully

thats the meaning of frend

if u want to hate me

i cant afford to hold u

but do tell me u hate me

then i will never exist in ur life again

to make thing become better for u

please understand me

>_<"

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#53 so u too leave me..why?why?why?

huhu

merajuk dengan hujan

baru je td mintak jadi selimut nak tido mlm ni

skrg dh berhenti dh

huhu it shows me that

human feeling

anytime they can change

anytime

so that duranian

lets move on

>_<"

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#52 the rain doesn't want to stop pouring...

owh hujan

ku benar2 bahagia

sbb ko la rahmat dari ALLAH

pada bumi Tronoh ni

tapi simbolik mu

tetap mempunyai maksud tersirat

yeah it shows the sad feeling of someone

and im too

being sad

first i need to present for my ETP project

seriously im a bad presenter

i dont know

where i need to find the courage

to succeed my team

then i dont know what happened

but it seems like a miscommunication happen

dont hate me

coz no one luv me

if nhate>>nluv

what person am i looks like??

moreover i need to finish up

a lot of task this week

stress??a little bit

but still to become matured

i need to encounter this

however

congratz to FAIZ FUDZAILI

sbb berjaya turun gelanggang futsal

play with us

next time,join again yea

i hope the rain will never stop pouring tonite

coz i need it as my sweet blanket

for my sleep

hope so >_<"

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#51 it crushes my hope

lol i went to CPDC class today

good for me :)

but i felt so stress

when the girls like to talk loudly

although there sit in front

never respect the lecturer in front

is this the behaviour that we want???

dont u embrassed in front the foreigner

my advise is--to myself also

lets say ur father or mother in front

n no one respect them

how do u felt?

so guys n gurls

respect our lecturer

>_<"

btw tutorial PPD cancel

so sad

it crushes my hope

hurm

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#50 my courage comes here

hehe

:P

today is my first time

going to PPD tutorial

this sem

already week 8 rite :)

PPD-process plant design subject

wish me gd luck

>_<"

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#49 because tonite will be the nite that i will fall for you

i won't live to see another day

i swear it's true

because a girl like you is impossible to find

you're impossible to find

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#48 paranoid

eh2

im not on diet okeyh

dont think wrongly

im just reduce my addictness

to eat alot

so i tend to not eat rice

and eat something simple

but the fact is

my weight never want to go down

:P

but its ok

the problem is it affect my nightlife

i cant never stay up until 3am anymore

the trick here

i will be sleep,the very late is 11 am

and today i slept at 10pm

and wake up at 12.30am

then i cant never sleep anymore

OMG!!!

i got paranoid disease

is it curable?

of coz

so if i fasting tomorow

i will open it with rice..

if not,cannot..(hukuman)

lets study

>_<"

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#47 she is coming soon

i heard she comes to UTP soon

who dont know her??

liyana from Estrella band

wow,this my chance to see her face to face

is it?

hurm im so bz

with ETP and tests

if have time

of coz i wanna go

but still need to extrude

the most important rite

>_<"

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#46 cuakz

this post i write it after i play O2jam

owh i like music

but i dont have talent

so i tend to play game like this

to get the feel of playing piano

so fun!!!!

owh yeah

during my TP tutorial this morning

my frends got a rejected offer for their internship

and me?

i got nothing yet

waaa cuakz nye

for me,better they crush my hope

than giving me 0% hope

owh yea

some fun happened in the same time

everyone know Lady Ga-go rite

it becomes a big issues :P

in the same time

i read the news about our lated UTP frends

who got into accident

hope Allah save them-amin-

dont forget to help our muslim relatives

they r in needs rite now

and one embrassed tragedy happened

bcoz everyone spread out the FB link of that "lady"

i tend to read my frend's blog

and one of the blog,the post all is a simple,humor blog

and one of them,is a self-photo blog..cute and fotogenic lady

so i sent the pic of my frend that hold Patrick*spongebob*

and i write "cun x?","the pink one"

when he opened the link

the GA is behind him

and pop,the pic come out

hahaha everyone laughing include that GA

i dont do anything wrong rite?

it just his timing is wrong :P

the morale here

dont play2 inside COMSOL lab

>_<"

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#45 opinion

sometimes when i opened up my FB

i tend to look at couples FB

ala u know rite when people write there

"in a relationship with"

and added their couple's name

i want to see

how much happy there are

as a couple

sometimes we can see that

their feeling towards their couples

is true,really pure

but as an experiences person :P

a lot of them

just want to have someone

yeah its true

before this

when i lost my first luv

i want to have someone

so that i can forget her

but in the end

i hurt that someone

i hurt myself

i hurt everything

is it worth??

and some people

want to couple

just it becomes a need rite now

r u idiot?

then we can see

a lot of new baby scattered around

the rubbish,river and dustbin

is it the needs that u want?

for me

if in messenger

i can talk a lot

but in front

just to face her face

i tend to run away

haha so loser

so only my first luv

i can fight with her

i can be with her

i always besides her

thats why although she already gone

the memories

still with me

-al fatihah-

my opinion

if u want just to play around

with girl/boy feeling

just use anime characters

but if u had this serious feeling

like myself rite now

pour it,and dont ever regret it

coz it is serious

and its hard to have it

if u get,u r lucky person and appreciate it

if dont,dont be upset,coz someone out there for u

dont be like me

a bigger loser

coz i never said it

but im already give up

and it makes me very sad

of missing her,my first luv

>_<"

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#44 small achievement

haha its a laughable entry

what is duranian want to blabber about??

duranian has achievement?

>_<"

maybe its small

but for me

im happy with it

1.

i can finally talk

during topic master session

and without knowing

i take the longest time in that session

hehe so u know i like to talk :)

2.

i finally have the courage

to ask someone that not familiar to help me

and..i asked in english conversation

of coz la my english turned up

like a wave..sinusoidal :)

3.

our ETP prototype had been proved

can work like we want

and i got the chance

to submerged inside the biggest aquarium in UTP

proud rite :)

4.

i just realize my dream

to hold myself to eat rice

haha its so hurt

if u r a monster eater

but i need to :)

how bout my achievements?

it is small rite

but for me

i glad at least

my day is better than yesterday

i hope so :)

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#43 the feeling about it

we human

have a feeling rite

thats why human is not perfect

but its the best creature in the world

how do u feel when u will be ignored??

me??

i always be ignored by my frends

but its ok

since im always alone

1st situation:

u makes a joke

and u frends ignore it

no one laugh

how do u feel?

2nd situation:

u sent ur CV to some company

ur frend got reply

while u r not

how do u feel?

3rd situation:

u always go out with ur frends

but now u realize

he/she never invite u again

why it happened?

how do u feel?

4th situation:

u have someone u admired

and u try to approach her/him

but it the end

u just be ignored like a statue

how do u feel?

for all situation above

im sure u can feel the same way

the feeling of being ignored by people

am i ignorant person?

i dont know

if my frends said so

so maybe its true

maybe...

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#42 realize

sometimes when we did something wrong

we cant see it with our naked eyes

so how we can know about it??

thats why we needs frend

to talk to us about our mistakes

and weakness

for example in class

i can accept any jokes

but somehow i will become angry

when people dont respect their lecturer in front

is it proper to make noises

while the lecturer want to teach us smthing

ok lets switch place

he becomes u

and u become lecturer

what will u feel

ur students make stupid sound and

talking while u want to give them knowledge

its annoying rite

for me

if my frend make a joke

inside the class

and it doesnt disturb the lecturer

i can accept that

am i a serious person?

not laa..

im just want us

at least respect our lecturer

can we change?

its up to u

>_<"

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#41 i want to restart

but the rain want never stop

i want to cherish myself this morning

wateve

just be happy duranian

>_<

relaku menunggumu

seribu tahun lagi

tapi benarkah hidup

ku kan selama ini

biar berputar

utara selatan

ku tak putus harapan

sedia setia

>_<

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#40 pictures show everything

understand???

no?

its ok

xyah faham pun xpe

>_<"

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#39 a piece of heart

amaran : pos ni terlalu jiwang..maybe leh pengsan..sila tutup blog ni cpt2 kalau xnak pengsan..tq

owh last nite

maybe the saddest thing in my life happen

huk2

dont want to say anything

tq to z fauzan

we had shared a lot of secret together

and he also had calm me last nite

tq my frend

i dont cry ek

dont thing im too weak*although i am*

just in my imaginary world

i had to let her go

but not in my heart

i think this is first time

i had luv someone like this

and this is the first time

i luv someone while i can forget about my first luv

haha but Allah always fair to his slaves

maybe she is not for me

maybe she is for me

just rite now

i need to do what i must do

im annoying person

bcoz my life too empty

and im always feel alone

then i tend to talk a lot

but in the end

im just annoying

and it makes people around me stress

for me im so bad

making people stress

i just want people laughing

maybe my approached is wrong

am i stress

of coz i am

haha kalau x mana dtg migrain ni

but she had coloured my life

although just in short time

im very happy

just to have the opportunity

to know her and luv her from inside

when i stress and sad

i tend to eat a lot

i tend to sleep a lot

but alhamdulillah

i can control that

uik

dont worry la

i got a lot of supportive frends

maybe in short time

i can just forget her

>_<"

to end this entry

i just want to restate

this is the first time

i luv someone that much

maybe u can vomit

but its true

:)

urm...

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#38 give up sometimes is better

our group ETP has done our prototype

congratz my teammate

just need to modify a little

owh our issues

give up

what does i had give up just now??

its not "her" that i give up

lol

its about my intention to play guitar

just now i learnt it with zee

only 4 cord

cant be done

learnt song

not even 1 single strike

have beautiful melody

conclusion

"doesnt has talent"

i thinking of give it last thought

coz i like music

and it amazing if i by myself

create that music

im jealous of u zee

>_<"

its true

that sometimes

give up is better

but not for all cases

>_<

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#37 show time

one story :

adik : abg,abg amik course ape kat UTP?

duranian : chemical engineering..why?

adik : best x?

duranian : diff people diff thought..for me..yeah quite good

adik : eh..ok tq :)

duranian : wokeyh..how r u?

then the sms session stopped there

haha this my little naughty sistah

just sms me like that

i know u r focusing on ur SPM

good luck..

another story :

adi : asl ko ngatuk ni,xpernah tgk ko ngatuk dlm kelas??

kamil : aku kehilangan energy,aku xjumpa gurl tu arini..

adi : apekah,meh aku urut ko(sambil empuk blkg tekak aku)...

kamil : adei aku pose la arini

adi : bapak ar,meh aku blanje ko lunch(macam ni ke member,hak2)..

kamil : xmo la..NI FIRST TIME KOT AKU POSE PAS BULAN RAMADHAN LEPAS(proud2 :P)

haha its true

for me

like an eating machine

i just can stop eating

gladly i still can hold my starveness

rite now nak prepare bukak pose

masak soup ayam segera

dengan roti gardinea

dengan air sarsi tawar..

jadila labu

>_<"

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#36 now i know...

what i know

the feeling of missing

someone i really miss

it aches

is it hurt?

not really

but then

i become really don't care

about my surrounding

what is lecturer taught in front

what is my frends talked about

why im so down today

coz i never got chance to see her today

maybe Allah read my blog

and him,show me the truth

if it so

then...

if its not

then...

haha wateve

im just a loser

big,fat loser :P

owh yea

jom gi tgk ni....

i never miss TTS performance

wateve test or anything happen

i wanna,wanna go there*serious tone*

sape2 temankan ek

tq

>_<"

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#35 let me go,myself...

yakinkan aku tuhan

dia bukan milikku

biarkan waktu

hapus aku

say to me God

she's not mine

let the time

kill me

sadarkan aku tuhan

die bukan untukku

biarkan waktu

hapus aku

wake me up God

im not deserve to her

let the time

kill me

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#34 students hate mondays

like others

i also hate mondays

for me as anak jati Pahang

every school start on Monday

Monday is the day

we want to collect back the study mood

when we throw away during last friday

but still it very hard

and when we got a long break

monday is the new beginning

after the break

and the recovery took

as much as how many days we spent

for hols

my motive???

today got class from 8-1,2-4

so pack >_<"

and still im not ready

owh but its ok

since i will

see her at 12pm today

where...from a far away

so my perfect month will start again too

ManUtd 2-1 Liverpool

congratz MU fans..

for Liverpool,try again later

for PCS presenters

good luck

sahut la cabaran Dr Sumanti

to got more than B

>_<"

it was 3.40am

and i just wake up to eat

my dinner--roti telur

lets make it my breakfast

or sahur,so i can fast tomorrow

lets go to MonDay class

hurm..

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#33 if that the cases.....

since mus brought car to UTP

i always back home and UTP with him

the fact is

i always reach at home safely

last week

some problem occur

when we reach at Bandar Baru Temerloh

the front mirror scattered

glad there is tinted plastic

but the bad is

we cant see anything

luckily,sat*not a real name*

used to drive that car at that time

and with calm mind

he drive slowly find the mechanic

and we found one

the process to replace took 2 hours

so we have to

look around that town

free tour at emergency time

and my mom always call

but i need to ignore it

my sis text me

but still i need to ignore it

why???

to make them less worried

by thinking im slept

and then the hours become late

so i just replied

im overslept :P

and when the car reach at Kuantan

then i simply text something happened

but im already at Kuantan

if something happened to you

if that the cases....

i thought i need to solve it first

before tell my parents

how about you???

>_<"

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#32 the amazing sunday

yeah

today is SUNday

but actually

today is little bit cold

start from subuh-raining

middle day-less hot

and during evening-breezy

so lucky

and the amazing part

i can finally play futsal

after more than weeks

so glad

although always play foul

but we plays with fun

not serius*kadang2 ada yg men seyes*

owh

today gak ade match EPL

my frends want to go

i dont know

going or not

still thinking

why???

it will be a secret

so decide!!!

dont want to go

>_<"

*so she finally reach at UTP safely,so glad*

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#31 hairan betul

aku dh cuba sedaya upaya

tapi pelik jugak

adoi..

asl bilik aku ttp bersepah

letih la nak kemas balik >_<"

again n again

nak biar sepah ke??

nnti malaikat xnak singgah pulak

kalau la alat DOraeMon tu wujud :P

........

besnye!!!

adoiya..

ape nak wat ni..

hurm

*still waiting her back to UTP*

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