#114 imaginary world can only be imagined

due to some stiffness

and sleepy thought

i came with 1 opinion

what r u imagined,

is it from ur heart

or just from ur thought?

children, we said that they are so pure

but back then when i was a children

i can see my sister fight

my parents fight

and all the bad thing

and i think this is the thing i will face later on

what i was imagined when i was a child

the funny thing is

i want a younger sister

seyesly at that time i felt so lonely

being a youngest of 12 siblings

simply to say it is the best

but hard to say, i felt alone all the time

i felt jealous to someone that got

younger brother and sistah

but up to now

i dont know how much

younger sister i got

just adopt one not a real one

and sometime when i got punished to much

i start to imagine

is that i belong to this family

have u ever imagined this???

but as the time running and i become thoughtful enough

being an adult is not easy as u can see when u r still small

how about u imagined u got some extra power

haha this is funny

back then when i was a child

one nite i felt i am floating

i thought i got super power

but the truth is

i got disturbed by some unwanted thing

and to avoid the same thing happened

i slept on the bed with been gated by Suratul Yassin

and got a "pusaka" stuff under my pillow

but today children mentality is damaging a lot

what can i say

the world rite now is too open

how come 8 years old kids

know already about sex stuff

thats why im scared of being married

and having a child

hu~~~~

>_<

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