#129 my addiction continue...

i currently on the stage

of falling in luv with idol

and this time korean idol

T-ara leader,Han Eunjung

so right now at 4.43am

i still cant sleep

coz im trying to download

as much as possible

her picture

to be my wallpaper

geez

at right now too

i am at Soompi forum

on T-ara thread

on page 30 out of 250

there is a lot to go

and hope for a lot of picture

geez

>_<

i never be happy like this b4

=P

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#128 the haunted blog..ye~~~ so scared..

have u ever

go to some unknown blog

without knowing who is the writer??

of coz u had

but for my cases

i had visit one of haunted blog

geez is it really haunted???

maybe it is only my hallucination

the story begin here.......

because im so bored

im just clicking any blog

and view it,read it

if the post something extraordinary

i will comment on it post

and then i reach at one blog(secret to tell)

it somehow a photoblog and had a quite number of pic

the face of the writer in the picture is very shinning

she smiles a lot and yet i dont know that

something might happened

when i comment,she replied it

and after three days after her last update

i becomes curious because she doesnt post

any new entry

what happened to her??

the climax begin here...

i do reply one comment

"where r u going??why there is no new post nowadays??"

after an hour,i got reply comment

"i think i cant blogging anymore"

then im so upset coz her blog is really nice

after that i tried view again her older post

coz im afraid she will close her blog

and then i realize all the photo

had slightly change

all the smile gone or in other words

it is fake smile

and tomorrow the new entry comes

her brother write it on her behalf

and said the owner is dead

2 days before

what!!???

geez im half dead at that time

somehow the blog became scary

i read it and he said that

her sister suffered cancer

and it is on her last stage

i felt very shocked

because there is not even one post she said about it

and before that her pic still smile

like she never had one

a week after that,her blog officially closed

the thing i had scared at most is the comment

who reply that comment

coz that was the day she dead

so guys i advise u all

dont opened up stranger blogger just like that

=)

and lets pray for her

Al Fatihah

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#127 everyday is a mother's day

she is the one

from our childhood

until now

not even one second

she can forget about us

yet always think a lot bout us

always pray a lot for us

always take care of us

and she is the great woman we ever have

her sacrifice never can be repaid

her smile is so priceless

and yes i luv my mom so much

and i miss her too

till now what i have done

to make my mom feel happy??

of course just being her son

she is happy

but then i want to make her more happy

i dont have money to make her happy

but i have courage and myself

thanks to the Almighty Allah

give me the best mom ever in my life

she never priotize herself because of her children

is the most important to her

and her love for us is never ending

and while she still alive

lets us appreciate her so,so much

dont be regret when one day

u can never see her smiley face ever again

mom happy mother day

\(>_<)/

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#126 shabu-shabu journey begin here

yesterday

due to adi spirit

i join him and azpar

go to shabu2

i think it almost popular place

for UTP student

so b4 we going to intern

we want try first this place

because our driver dont know the way

to that place although just the day before he went

so i used tenet and search from google maps

luckily i know the way to there

and by gamble, we start our journey

this journey seyesly very dangerous

azpar just dont know where and when to slow

for me im cool but think about it

not only us in hurry

so i get mad again and again

puff we arrived at that place without lost

thanks to me as the pilot =)

however we dont get the table

need to wait about 20 min i think

that we got our table there

so everyone is blur

what to do?

what to eat?

so based on nafsu

we took everything

everything and just put it on our tomyam

seem yummy but after that

everyone is stuffed with weird seefood

and i myself who knows as king eater

give up after accidentally eat toufu(i hate it very much)

so to cover up

i went to eat ice cream

luckily it get rid of the taste of toufu

than we cont eating

although we are at our limit

and seyesly,i felt like im pregnant 3 month

mual,muntah,xsedap perut

all i felt at the same time

luckily i got icecream

so i covered up using ice cream

fun,sure fun

but i think there is no next time for me

i gave up there

this method is awful

coz after that i felt hungry when reach at UTP again

geez

however i felt realize

this is what people called shabu2

its great but for me it sux a lot

>_<

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#125 my new addiction..back off loser!!!

this is my new addiction

my gtalk pic status

my ym pic status

and yet my computer pic

and my fb pic

and everything is default

by this pic

so loser dont ask

why her???

because it is obvious

she is damn cute =)

>_<

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#124 i will consider it again

yesteday

i went to ipoh

to watch ironman 2

with mus,sap and adi

we directly went to JJ

in this case Jaya Jusco

and our first place is cinema

to buy ticket

gladly ticket still there

and we decide to watch it at 7.20pm

after that we go take a walk

and the story began here

adi is a shopaholic!!!!

sorry to say

but i think i had walked with a girl who like shopping a lot

=P

omg it is so tired

i will consider again

to say to my gf

that i willing to company her

to go to shopping

it is really tired man

i will be more happy

to "eyes shopping"

than "window shopping"

actually mg leg always want to cramp

gush

however i had seen 1 little girl

which is so cute

damn cute

wtf,she is so cute

what happened to her DNA to make her so cute

i felt so angry

she is so cute...ok done here

damnit i just can see her just for 4-6 min

im not lucky enough i think

so we went to watch again

and my user comment is:-

this film is so epic

wth with his graphic

however the fight is too soon

if make it any longer

the rating will be 10.01/10

then we straight head back to UTP

because im too tired

im just wake up

when reach at safeguard

nice one

but seyesly

i hate shopping

except "eyes shopping"

>_<

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#123 4.00pm to 6.00am

what happened at this time yesterday???

im just sleep

am i ever woke up?

yes but i dont realize it

so im just sleep

for more than 12 hours

this is my first time

waaaa =(

xmo wat lagi :P

seyes xmo wat lagi

>_<

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#122 Chemical Assesement is the champion

yesterday we got CPL2010 tournament

and i joined my previous team which called

chemical assesement team

back during im living at village 1

our match is really intense

our first match with the nerds

and they got dr nurul at their side

however we got a win

so our confident had rised up

but once again the faramel had crushed us

we lost one game to team faramel

and the we rise up our spirit

and win the others game to pejambubeh,

jogantan, and oreo..

so overall 4 win and 1 lost...

[ CPL2010 ]

[ Chemical Assesement ]

this is the list of team:-

chemical assesement ; nash(c),syazwan,amin,sap diah,adi,zakwan,kamil =)

the nerds ; hapis(c),nijey,mayak,acab,dr nurul,azpar,kerol

oreo ; ayik(c),fahmi,beliau,azhari,abu and lah

pejambubeh ; lipan(c),sap atan,aseng,sapik,mus,faidhah,zaquan and faiz

faramel ; sami(c),atif,amr,abu ghaly,raj and hamzah

jogantan ; pokjak(c),amin,jahar,nuar,amir,lukman and paan

refereee ; zaki and din

cameraman ; nipi and acab

penonton ; awek azhari and awek kerol =)

so that was a nice memory

before we all go to internship next sem

goodbye my friends and see u again

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#121 UFO???what is my opinion???

tonite

during our journey to ipoh

with azpar and adi

we got one topic to discuss

which is related to some movies

that we r currently watch

which is The Fourth Kind

the fact is......

is this story really happened??

or in other hand...

is this story also fake-humanmade only???

for me

in my opinion

ghost is not exist

but syaitan,iblis and jin yeah

there are for real

and they exist exactly

but UFO...out of range exactly

if Neil Armstrong go to the moon

already people said is fake..

how come UFO can be true??

maybe im not islamic enough

but why ulama' doesnt tell us

there is another creature besides human,

angel,demon exist in this universe

based on Al-Quran

exactly we need to refer back to our kitab

which is Al-Quran

our Prophet once has been taken

by Jibrail to operate his heart

this is not "abduction"

but this is Allah order

who can deny it???

btw this is my opinion

maybe some people has another opinion

but at last it comes back to our creator

Allah s.w.t.

so my conclusion

UFO i think doesnt exist

but if people said it is one of Jin technology

maybe there is some related to it =)

just my thought with my friends

>_<

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#120 i do crazy i think

after thought about it

for a long time

then i decide to buy it

=)

this is!!!!

the thing that i want

bigger screen monitor

\(>_<)/

i'm so happy

coz it works

and satisfied me a lot

\(>_<)/

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#119 CPL2010 is coming

CPL fever now is here

the last match before going to intern

hope our CJ7 party is going to be great

and now we introduce legendary

"Chemical Assesement team"

back from village 1

come support us

at sport complex,

7.30am,

tomorrow....

dont forget to catch picture a lot

especially for me =P

>_<

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#118 you are lazy smart guy

who dont know what it is today?

especially ChemeJan07

today is the interview day

for TP=Transport Phenomena

subject to improve our coursework mark

i know today is coming

but yet i dont do anything

any effort is worthless

i end up sleep on my bed

like nothing happened

huhu

am i perform on this subject

of coz not

but still i dont have that effort

in other way

im so lazy,the laziest person in this chem batch

i think so

so during interview today

without hesitation

i register as the 9th person

so early and yet im felt so nervous

so during the interview :-

DNH : assalamualaikum,how are you?

D : wslm, im fine sir. Sir i want to tell you i dont have enough 28 solution. This is all i have.

DNH : its ok, i know already you are lazy smart guy...

so the interview go along

and with confident i try to increase my mark

and tq to Dr Nurul Hassan

because give me chance

and understand me ( as a lazy person )

and he also gives me a lot of advices

so dont be lazy2

final around the corner

lets start now

>_<

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#117 i'm over doing it =P

yesterday the last class of PCS

and today i got my feedback

as expected,i am at that grade person

but its ok

it made me realize what i need to improve

owh yeah

yesterday too i had became

as strict as Dr Sumathi

know what, all my friends said

i took a longer time for organizer evaluator

sorry my friends

i dont meant to provoke or anything

just my eyes is the judges type of eyes =P

it is human nature

i had become as honest as i can

>_<

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#116 being compromise is not worth

officially i had sent my confirmation letter

and i will intern at PJ-petaling jaya

and i discover that

im the only one at that company yet

OMG......

what i need to do rite now..

i dont got any lisence yet

and i do got transport but still not confirm

the best thing is this my first time

living in this gigantic city

i hope i got courage living there

what the hell is my title about???

owh today i had seen her again

the one i admire

but still in my mind i hate her

and yet i still heppy

heppy heppy cat

but then i think

why i being like this??

there is another person for me

and yet i dont know

what the think that worth for me...

but the think that i know

being compromise doesnt worth a little

especially when i play dota

and there is 2 noob in my team

what can i do???huhu

>_<

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#115 the last challenge is here

i think today

is my last day

officially on this subject

called as PCS

and today too

i become the first time

and the last time evaluator

wakakaka...

so scared

can i be as strict as Dr Sumathi

or i just be myself and give comment unbearable

hehe..just some provokotion

i do know how to evaluate people

but i dont know how to said it

lets see what happened today

just be as normal as i am

to all presenter today..

gd luck..since this is our final class

dont be shy to perform

hehe as usual i will ask killer question

>_<

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#114 imaginary world can only be imagined

due to some stiffness

and sleepy thought

i came with 1 opinion

what r u imagined,

is it from ur heart

or just from ur thought?

children, we said that they are so pure

but back then when i was a children

i can see my sister fight

my parents fight

and all the bad thing

and i think this is the thing i will face later on

what i was imagined when i was a child

the funny thing is

i want a younger sister

seyesly at that time i felt so lonely

being a youngest of 12 siblings

simply to say it is the best

but hard to say, i felt alone all the time

i felt jealous to someone that got

younger brother and sistah

but up to now

i dont know how much

younger sister i got

just adopt one not a real one

and sometime when i got punished to much

i start to imagine

is that i belong to this family

have u ever imagined this???

but as the time running and i become thoughtful enough

being an adult is not easy as u can see when u r still small

how about u imagined u got some extra power

haha this is funny

back then when i was a child

one nite i felt i am floating

i thought i got super power

but the truth is

i got disturbed by some unwanted thing

and to avoid the same thing happened

i slept on the bed with been gated by Suratul Yassin

and got a "pusaka" stuff under my pillow

but today children mentality is damaging a lot

what can i say

the world rite now is too open

how come 8 years old kids

know already about sex stuff

thats why im scared of being married

and having a child

hu~~~~

>_<

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#113 this is happened

wow

suprisingly this is my 113th entry

and when i see this number

i remember back on 2002

when i was at form 1

at MRSM Muadzam Shah

and that number is my room number

back there...

back there im so weak at beginning

people mistaken me with my rumie

what happened???

he had been bullied during orientation day

and he reported it to the teacher

and quit the school

all the students said im that little guy

coz i look unhappy all the time

of coz lor first time at unknown place

how can i survive if i dont know

anyone there... seyesly im so sad

but by the time goes

im become one of the most

naughty form 1 student

always got punishment

and the most best thing at that time

i got adopt sister

who said to be most feminine gurl

at that school at that time

all my friends jeles at me

included some teacher :P

also during form 2

but now.. i got no one as gf :(

haha forget it

my life back there is really happening

i dont want to go back at that time

coz let it be what it supposed to be

so i can be myself today and so on

>_<

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#112 nightmare!?

everyone has a nightmare

am i rite?

of coz im right

i dont just assume im right

hehe

so lets me tell you one of my experience

of course it hard to believe

it is yours to decide

when we saw something

unknown or in malay word "benda ghaib"

or ghost or whateve

we tend to feel afraid

me too like that

because i never see the exact one

and i just experience it

it doesnot show that im over brave

ok2 lets start the story

one night i cant sleep

i try to sleep but i cant

nah, its ok

i just used internet but then when time goes

im felt bored

so i lay down on the bed

wait for my eyes closed

suddenly my breath feel heavy

something had lay on me

but i cant see

im my mind im just can pray to god

after sometime it got away

i felt so scared

my home is in haunted area

but my mom said it is protected

after minutes i heard dog bark randomly

what the hell

i shut down my laptop

and try to sleep

bang!!!!

something hit the roof

waaa (im cried inside)

what the hell going on

because the sound too strong

my brother woke up and asked me

what happened?

i told i dont know

then he sleep again

because im so scared

im just acting sleep

and the most scared thing come

something hit my foot

and it is so cold~~~~~

owh my god

after that, i never sleep after 3.00am

or if i did,it is because i watch football with my dad

basically this type of nightmare

maybe hallucination???

if it does,why my brother also heard that sound???

it is your to decide to believe or not

>_<

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#111 dedek scammed me..oh no!!!

yesterday is very boring

yeah boring

im just at my room

play games

hear song

sleep

do report

study?never!!!haha

i had just done my last test for this sem

let me rest for awhile ok?

owh this person dedek

how dare she scammed me

directly

haha i know she never read my blog

if she did, serve u right,hehe..

dedek, she want to marry to my friends

and the conversation become longer

as she want to scam me

and i attack her back

because we both the youngest in our family

this is really fun

thank yeah dedek

when im in tensionity

friends is where the place to pour it out

also it is indirectly

but it is enough

thanx again dedek

sampai mati aku panggil ko dedek

hahahahaha(evil laugh)

>_<

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