duranian is here!!!

#132 this ending is the beginning of a new chapter

2011-05-06T12:49:00.000-07:00

salam

wah da 4 bulan da berlalu,tapi duranian mcm tu la jugak..cuma weight je bertambah,yg len semua merundum,but its ok la..4 bulan ni mcm2 de berlaku..lagi2 dura ni dak final year..sedikit sbyk sebak la jugak..tapi awal lagi babe..enjoy lu..haha..lets begin

1. FYDP 1

nih subjek a gua ckp kat lu..worthless..not worthless at all if;
a- korg dpt SV kaw2 strict but the best guidance
b- korg dpt judges yg muka ketat seluar jeans tapi markah top,advise pun sejuk ati

tapi aku,apela nasib..ikut requirement pon kena maki..lagi best bila effort yg diberi mcm sia-sia..bak kate pepatah org muda..lagi bagus terjun sungai dari terjun bangunan..wateve happened,past is a past..so skrg kena prepare siap utk FYDP 2..tapi SV ttp org same..haha

2. Attendance

wah sem ni strict la pulak..kena lebih 90%..yg dura ni pulak sengal sikit..awl2 sem da ponteng kelas..haha..mood intern x hbis lagi..da kena warning baru nak nyesal..haha..tapi nyesalnye skjp je..pastu....

unknown 1 : weh korg ktne?kelas ktne?
unknown 2 : kelas kat kelas la,xkan kat bilik ko pulak..
unknown 1 : la yeke aku sesat la..tlg sign.nnti belanja megi..
unknown 2 : wtf!!nyesal aku reply msg

of coz la dura bukan unknown 1..tapi pernah gak la try skali..tapi xmenjadi :P
but its ok la..xde la low sgt attendance..antara faktor2 nye ialah;
a- pergi ke kelas mencuci mata
b- semata2 nak wat example
c- sebab kena paksa
d- kesedaran sivik (bayar yuran mahal)

kelas MS terakhir

last sem ni nasib bek xde warning letter kena bar..sebab last 2 mggu ponteng balik..wuahahaha..

3. futsal

cheme premier league 2011

mmg sport plng popular kat utp ni..xkire pmpuan ke laki ke..semua balun bola futsal..yg dak housemate aku pulak satu hal..beli2 bola dok sepak ke dinding je..men nye punye la malas nak turun..kalau sepak je xpe..gi rembat pulak tu..da bocor,pecah mula la sepi je koridor..haha..sem ni saja kitorg team chemical assesement da men 2 match..satu batch jan 07 punye n satu lagi CPL 07 pulak..so dorg ni dari awl sem lagi training..men ptg2,kalau xsmpt malam pun men..nak lagi extreme sepak bola ke dinding..tapi time touney..kalah?!

tarian zapin beramai-ramai

bak kate pepatah...semangat ade,luck je xde?? tapi apepon awesome la..da berapa generasi bertahan..gogo team chemical assesement...

chemical assesement

lineup (adi sakit perut pulak!!)

4. masa lapang

owh ni thread mmg la ntah pape..nak cite pasal masa lapang..bila la masa lapang nye...ade tu la ade ni la..ntah celah mana lapang kan..haha xpe2 jom tgk statistik ape dura wat time lapang:

80% - men DOTA
2% - tgk status gtalk
2% - cek hamachi online ke x,baru bukak dc++
2% - dok maki internet UTP sbb bayar yuran mahal dah
5% - tido sambil berpeluh2 sbb panas sgt
3% - dengar lagu smbil melalok
1% - masak masak
6% - pegi jalan2 tanpa arah

sumber dari tanpanama...obviously mmg dok men dota je..tetamu dtg pon screen desktop dok tgk war dlm dota..org call ke sms ke mmg xlyn doh..fikir nak mng je..atleast ade gak la tujuan..stats duranian skrg mmg noob la jugak..nak tgk? jap yee..

[duranian],408 DotA games here (W/L : 229/179)........ selebihnye tanya Hatibudak..die admin..

sape amik ni??aku xpasan..tgh owning!!

melampau2 byk kalah..bila la nak insaf ni..lantak la..jnji aku xkacau sape2..tapi yg pntg perkara wajib tu ttp la kena wat..kan2?xkire la mandi ke(OPS!),ibadah ke,makan ke..aslkan aku xggu sape2..

5. love?lover?

owh darn masuk topic ni aku da speechless..bukan xde kate2 tapi nak kate ape..da cuba tapi x kesampaian..baik merana skrg dari kemudian kan2?dok mourning pasal 1st luv ni xhbs2 lagi..mmg la xkekal lama..so officially aku single la..cuma skrg tgh cuba nak bkk kan hati blik..harap2 ade la yg masok..tapi jgn lupa la ketuk pintu dlu kasi salam..haha..tu pun kalau ade..kalau xde pun xkisah..sbb jodoh tu di tangan tuhan..=)

6. shopping

wah3 mentang2 duit mara masok..fikir shopping je..tapi sem ni la plng keborosan sekali..mana tidaknye..aku rasa da lebih 1000 kot hilang mcm tu je...tapi useful la,bukan useless..aku beli pe bnda?

a- HDD WD 2TB berharga 300++
b- RAM 2 GB murah je 60
c- aksesori memasak 120++
d- aksesori IPOD 300++

baki yg len??xleh dan xbukan ialah ---------> makanan!!
legend x legend sem ni saje berat aku da nek 5 kilo beb!!haha org len sibok diet aku makin pelahap naa...sabo je la..nasib bek duit yuran xguna kalau x..sengkek la bro..

7. death

yea2..masa untuk keinsafan..sem ni saja da byk berita pasal kematian ni aku dpt..org kate kite hidup ni utk mati..so mmg haluan hidup kite ni last skali msti temu kematian..mmg xleh nak elak mcm elak lembu ke tahi lembu kat tgh jln..awl sem dikejutkan dgn pemergian rakan sebatch allahyarham saudara kerol hakimi..kerana accident..kerana Allah lebih syg die..die pergi dlu meninggalkan kami semua..yea berita itu amat mengejutkan lagi2 time tu org seme blk kg..then aku dpt tahu kawan tenet aku da pegi..same la jugak reason nye..membuatkan aku terkesima sbb baru je kenal..da akhirnya pada waktu hujan lebat dan angin kencang..aku mendapat berita ibu saudaraku telah menghembuskan nafas terakhirnya..so sad sbb xleh balik ade test..ape aku nak ckp sbnrnye xkire muda atau tua bila da smpai..semuanya akan pergi..tapi pergi la dgn bekalan..kerana perjalanan kite masih pnjg..

8. dinner batch walao JAN 07

dinner plng happening pernah aku attend..mmg ntah la nk ckp..mlm tu mmg awesome..yg x awesome nye byr mahal sgt tapi xkenyang..haha..nak mkn je taw..at least bagi la pudding ke wat pencuci mulut..dgn host yg mantap dan ceria, IPIN n ARAI..dengan dressing yg kaw2..aku knfirm simple je..kasut je merah lebih2..terkejut aku xterkata..dak perempuan make up kaw2..first time nmpk mcm tu..kalau aku xkenal tu..mmg lama da aku cabut lari..makin makeup makin menakutkan..ke tema mlm tu "vampire"..ntah la...xtviti pon best dgn NIJEY menjuarai JANGAN LUPA LIRIK..duet dgn zura lak tu..mantap la..yg png best akak waiter tu mmg kiut..rambut da mcm awek korea da..terpegun aku..hasrat nak amik pic tapi sbb kan aku rasa xlayak so aku abaikan hasrat tu dan amik pic die sorg je..haha lol :p

abaikan muka syaz

karpet merah

cheme jan 07 + amad + simen ( marol ade gak?)

kami da kenyang!!!

9. jamuan kelas CF

all hail Dr Akhir..haha..best gile lecturer ni..kalau nak puji mmg 100% la terbaik..yg pnting die menerima n mendengar pendapat anak muridnye..org kate mutual exclusive?ntah la lantak la..so dijadikan cerita die wat jamuan selepas test 2..mkn free lak tu..da la mahal..siap ade karoeke..hasrat nak karok tapi sbb public sgt..punah harapan..tapi mantap la lecturer ni nyanyi lagu 70an..kalau ma ade ni cnfirm da tepuk tngan..las2 aku blk awl sbb ade fydp nak kena sbmit report..xsmpt dgr anak gadis kelas die nyanyi..harap2 xsumbang la sbb hujan awl pagi tu

tau la da gosok gigi..wtf!!

10. whats next???

aku da xde pape da nak ckp..skrg ni tgh mood final exam..tapi aku tgh mood nak hack internet ni..in progress..da dpt nnti tau la ko tenet utp..so tinggal paper CF isnin ni tgh paper GPE rabu ni..xlama da..so esok lusa kena la stadi kaw2..disebabkan aku genius tapi otak da tepu..so kena la stadi dlm gelap..baru leh fokus..sbb anak mata akan jadi besar dlm gelap..ade kaitan ke???

khamis ni blk hometown..rindunya da 4 bulan xblk..sem dpn kalau x bz hasrat nak amik lesen..harap2 trauma yg lepas tu hilang da..kepada candidate final exam..gud luck ye..kepada yg nak blk..bwk kete leklok2..kepada yg nak gi intern..jgn lupa bodek SV korg lebih sikit..kepada yg dok maki aku dlm DotA..sori la kalau korg noob,pegi belatih dgn AI maps nu..and kepada reader..maybe aku da xactiv berblog ni..tapi aku ttp baca blog korg..so BEK KORG UPDATE..NNTI BOSAN LAK AKU DOK DEPAN KOMP NI 24/7..

final word??

walau apepun yg berlaku,duranian ttp di sini

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#131 duranian is back

2011-01-26T09:18:00.001-08:00

hi all
first of all
im back

second of all
im still who i am

third of all
new sem for me
hope i can perform better

above of all
welcome to the new 2011 challenging year

im taking minor in petchem
quite difficult i think
lets see how far is my limit

btw
lets go through this sem together-gather

(-_-)
/I\
I
/\

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#130 my last..c u again~~

2010-06-01T03:09:00.000-07:00

next sem
officially at 7/6
i will attend my internship
first time in my life
hope i will success

so for next 8 month
need to say goodbye to all
internet entertainment
but still keep in touch with my tweeter

so sad..i cant finish watch
coffee house and cinderella unni
but its ok..

tomorow las paper
and las day at utp
so need to pack after exam
goodbye all

so rite now focus on studying ppd
actually had given up a long time ago
but still need to do my bes
yea~~~

see u again my blog after 8 month

-OFFLINE MODE-

\(^_^)/

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#129 my addiction continue...

2010-05-09T13:42:00.000-07:00

i currently on the stage

of falling in luv with idol

and this time korean idol

T-ara leader,Han Eunjung

so right now at 4.43am

i still cant sleep

coz im trying to download

as much as possible

her picture

to be my wallpaper

geez

at right now too

i am at Soompi forum

on T-ara thread

on page 30 out of 250

there is a lot to go

and hope for a lot of picture

geez

>_<

i never be happy like this b4

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#128 the haunted blog..ye~~~ so scared..

2010-05-09T13:25:00.000-07:00

have u ever

go to some unknown blog

without knowing who is the writer??

of coz u had

but for my cases

i had visit one of haunted blog

geez is it really haunted???

maybe it is only my hallucination

the story begin here.......

because im so bored

im just clicking any blog

and view it,read it

if the post something extraordinary

i will comment on it post

and then i reach at one blog(secret to tell)

it somehow a photoblog and had a quite number of pic

the face of the writer in the picture is very shinning

she smiles a lot and yet i dont know that

something might happened

when i comment,she replied it

and after three days after her last update

i becomes curious because she doesnt post

any new entry

what happened to her??

the climax begin here...

i do reply one comment

"where r u going??why there is no new post nowadays??"

after an hour,i got reply comment

"i think i cant blogging anymore"

then im so upset coz her blog is really nice

after that i tried view again her older post

coz im afraid she will close her blog

and then i realize all the photo

had slightly change

all the smile gone or in other words

it is fake smile

and tomorrow the new entry comes

her brother write it on her behalf

and said the owner is dead

2 days before

what!!???

geez im half dead at that time

somehow the blog became scary

i read it and he said that

her sister suffered cancer

and it is on her last stage

i felt very shocked

because there is not even one post she said about it

and before that her pic still smile

like she never had one

a week after that,her blog officially closed

the thing i had scared at most is the comment

who reply that comment

coz that was the day she dead

so guys i advise u all

dont opened up stranger blogger just like that

and lets pray for her

Al Fatihah

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#127 everyday is a mother's day

2010-05-09T13:09:00.000-07:00

she is the one

from our childhood

until now

not even one second

she can forget about us

yet always think a lot bout us

always pray a lot for us

always take care of us

and she is the great woman we ever have

her sacrifice never can be repaid

her smile is so priceless

and yes i luv my mom so much

and i miss her too

till now what i have done

to make my mom feel happy??

of course just being her son

she is happy

but then i want to make her more happy

i dont have money to make her happy

but i have courage and myself

thanks to the Almighty Allah

give me the best mom ever in my life

she never priotize herself because of her children

is the most important to her

and her love for us is never ending

and while she still alive

lets us appreciate her so,so much

dont be regret when one day

u can never see her smiley face ever again

mom happy mother day

\(>_<)/

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#126 shabu-shabu journey begin here

2010-05-09T12:56:00.000-07:00

yesterday

due to adi spirit

i join him and azpar

go to shabu2

i think it almost popular place

for UTP student

so b4 we going to intern

we want try first this place

because our driver dont know the way

to that place although just the day before he went

so i used tenet and search from google maps

luckily i know the way to there

and by gamble, we start our journey

this journey seyesly very dangerous

azpar just dont know where and when to slow

for me im cool but think about it

not only us in hurry

so i get mad again and again

puff we arrived at that place without lost

thanks to me as the pilot =)

however we dont get the table

need to wait about 20 min i think

that we got our table there

so everyone is blur

what to do?

what to eat?

so based on nafsu

we took everything

everything and just put it on our tomyam

seem yummy but after that

everyone is stuffed with weird seefood

and i myself who knows as king eater

give up after accidentally eat toufu(i hate it very much)

so to cover up

i went to eat ice cream

luckily it get rid of the taste of toufu

than we cont eating

although we are at our limit

and seyesly,i felt like im pregnant 3 month

mual,muntah,xsedap perut

all i felt at the same time

luckily i got icecream

so i covered up using ice cream

fun,sure fun

but i think there is no next time for me

i gave up there

this method is awful

coz after that i felt hungry when reach at UTP again

geez

however i felt realize

this is what people called shabu2

its great but for me it sux a lot

>_<

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#125 my new addiction..back off loser!!!

2010-05-07T22:36:00.001-07:00

this is my new addiction

my gtalk pic status

my ym pic status

and yet my computer pic

and my fb pic

and everything is default

by this pic

so loser dont ask

why her???

because it is obvious

she is damn cute =)

>_<

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#124 i will consider it again

2010-05-07T18:26:00.000-07:00

yesteday

i went to ipoh

to watch ironman 2

with mus,sap and adi

we directly went to JJ

in this case Jaya Jusco

and our first place is cinema

to buy ticket

gladly ticket still there

and we decide to watch it at 7.20pm

after that we go take a walk

and the story began here

adi is a shopaholic!!!!

sorry to say

but i think i had walked with a girl who like shopping a lot

omg it is so tired

i will consider again

to say to my gf

that i willing to company her

to go to shopping

it is really tired man

i will be more happy

to "eyes shopping"

than "window shopping"

actually mg leg always want to cramp

gush

however i had seen 1 little girl

which is so cute

damn cute

wtf,she is so cute

what happened to her DNA to make her so cute

i felt so angry

she is so cute...ok done here

damnit i just can see her just for 4-6 min

im not lucky enough i think

so we went to watch again

and my user comment is:-

this film is so epic

wth with his graphic

however the fight is too soon

if make it any longer

the rating will be 10.01/10

then we straight head back to UTP

because im too tired

im just wake up

when reach at safeguard

nice one

but seyesly

i hate shopping

except "eyes shopping"

>_<

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#123 4.00pm to 6.00am

2010-05-06T15:53:00.000-07:00

what happened at this time yesterday???

im just sleep

am i ever woke up?

yes but i dont realize it

so im just sleep

for more than 12 hours

this is my first time

waaaa =(

xmo wat lagi :P

seyes xmo wat lagi

>_<

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#122 Chemical Assesement is the champion

2010-05-06T15:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday we got CPL2010 tournament

and i joined my previous team which called

chemical assesement team

back during im living at village 1

our match is really intense

our first match with the nerds

and they got dr nurul at their side

however we got a win

so our confident had rised up

but once again the faramel had crushed us

we lost one game to team faramel

and the we rise up our spirit

and win the others game to pejambubeh,

jogantan, and oreo..

so overall 4 win and 1 lost...

[ CPL2010 ]

[ Chemical Assesement ]

this is the list of team:-

chemical assesement ; nash(c),syazwan,amin,sap diah,adi,zakwan,kamil =)

the nerds ; hapis(c),nijey,mayak,acab,dr nurul,azpar,kerol

oreo ; ayik(c),fahmi,beliau,azhari,abu and lah

pejambubeh ; lipan(c),sap atan,aseng,sapik,mus,faidhah,zaquan and faiz

faramel ; sami(c),atif,amr,abu ghaly,raj and hamzah

jogantan ; pokjak(c),amin,jahar,nuar,amir,lukman and paan

refereee ; zaki and din

cameraman ; nipi and acab

penonton ; awek azhari and awek kerol =)

so that was a nice memory

before we all go to internship next sem

goodbye my friends and see u again

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#121 UFO???what is my opinion???

2010-05-05T13:08:00.000-07:00

tonite

during our journey to ipoh

with azpar and adi

we got one topic to discuss

which is related to some movies

that we r currently watch

which is The Fourth Kind

the fact is......

is this story really happened??

or in other hand...

is this story also fake-humanmade only???

for me

in my opinion

ghost is not exist

but syaitan,iblis and jin yeah

there are for real

and they exist exactly

but UFO...out of range exactly

if Neil Armstrong go to the moon

already people said is fake..

how come UFO can be true??

maybe im not islamic enough

but why ulama' doesnt tell us

there is another creature besides human,

angel,demon exist in this universe

based on Al-Quran

exactly we need to refer back to our kitab

which is Al-Quran

our Prophet once has been taken

by Jibrail to operate his heart

this is not "abduction"

but this is Allah order

who can deny it???

btw this is my opinion

maybe some people has another opinion

but at last it comes back to our creator

Allah s.w.t.

so my conclusion

UFO i think doesnt exist

but if people said it is one of Jin technology

maybe there is some related to it =)

just my thought with my friends

>_<

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#120 i do crazy i think

2010-05-05T12:58:00.001-07:00

after thought about it

for a long time

then i decide to buy it

this is!!!!

the thing that i want

bigger screen monitor

\(>_<)/

i'm so happy

coz it works

and satisfied me a lot

\(>_<)/

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#119 CPL2010 is coming

2010-05-05T00:23:00.000-07:00

CPL fever now is here

the last match before going to intern

hope our CJ7 party is going to be great

and now we introduce legendary

"Chemical Assesement team"

back from village 1

come support us

at sport complex,

7.30am,

tomorrow....

dont forget to catch picture a lot

especially for me =P

>_<

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#118 you are lazy smart guy

2010-05-05T00:15:00.000-07:00

who dont know what it is today?

especially ChemeJan07

today is the interview day

for TP=Transport Phenomena

subject to improve our coursework mark

i know today is coming

but yet i dont do anything

any effort is worthless

i end up sleep on my bed

like nothing happened

huhu

am i perform on this subject

of coz not

but still i dont have that effort

in other way

im so lazy,the laziest person in this chem batch

i think so

so during interview today

without hesitation

i register as the 9th person

so early and yet im felt so nervous

so during the interview :-

DNH : assalamualaikum,how are you?

D : wslm, im fine sir. Sir i want to tell you i dont have enough 28 solution. This is all i have.

DNH : its ok, i know already you are lazy smart guy...

so the interview go along

and with confident i try to increase my mark

and tq to Dr Nurul Hassan

because give me chance

and understand me ( as a lazy person )

and he also gives me a lot of advices

so dont be lazy2

final around the corner

lets start now

>_<

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#117 i'm over doing it =P

2010-05-05T00:09:00.000-07:00

yesterday the last class of PCS

and today i got my feedback

as expected,i am at that grade person

but its ok

it made me realize what i need to improve

owh yeah

yesterday too i had became

as strict as Dr Sumathi

know what, all my friends said

i took a longer time for organizer evaluator

sorry my friends

i dont meant to provoke or anything

just my eyes is the judges type of eyes =P

it is human nature

i had become as honest as i can

>_<

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#116 being compromise is not worth

2010-05-03T15:21:00.000-07:00

officially i had sent my confirmation letter

and i will intern at PJ-petaling jaya

and i discover that

im the only one at that company yet

OMG......

what i need to do rite now..

i dont got any lisence yet

and i do got transport but still not confirm

the best thing is this my first time

living in this gigantic city

i hope i got courage living there

what the hell is my title about???

owh today i had seen her again

the one i admire

but still in my mind i hate her

and yet i still heppy

heppy heppy cat

but then i think

why i being like this??

there is another person for me

and yet i dont know

what the think that worth for me...

but the think that i know

being compromise doesnt worth a little

especially when i play dota

and there is 2 noob in my team

what can i do???huhu

>_<

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#115 the last challenge is here

2010-05-03T15:15:00.000-07:00

i think today

is my last day

officially on this subject

called as PCS

and today too

i become the first time

and the last time evaluator

wakakaka...

so scared

can i be as strict as Dr Sumathi

or i just be myself and give comment unbearable

hehe..just some provokotion

i do know how to evaluate people

but i dont know how to said it

lets see what happened today

just be as normal as i am

to all presenter today..

gd luck..since this is our final class

dont be shy to perform

hehe as usual i will ask killer question

>_<

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#114 imaginary world can only be imagined

2010-05-02T14:17:00.000-07:00

due to some stiffness

and sleepy thought

i came with 1 opinion

what r u imagined,

is it from ur heart

or just from ur thought?

children, we said that they are so pure

but back then when i was a children

i can see my sister fight

my parents fight

and all the bad thing

and i think this is the thing i will face later on

what i was imagined when i was a child

the funny thing is

i want a younger sister

seyesly at that time i felt so lonely

being a youngest of 12 siblings

simply to say it is the best

but hard to say, i felt alone all the time

i felt jealous to someone that got

younger brother and sistah

but up to now

i dont know how much

younger sister i got

just adopt one not a real one

and sometime when i got punished to much

i start to imagine

is that i belong to this family

have u ever imagined this???

but as the time running and i become thoughtful enough

being an adult is not easy as u can see when u r still small

how about u imagined u got some extra power

haha this is funny

back then when i was a child

one nite i felt i am floating

i thought i got super power

but the truth is

i got disturbed by some unwanted thing

and to avoid the same thing happened

i slept on the bed with been gated by Suratul Yassin

and got a "pusaka" stuff under my pillow

but today children mentality is damaging a lot

what can i say

the world rite now is too open

how come 8 years old kids

know already about sex stuff

thats why im scared of being married

and having a child

hu~~~~

>_<

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#113 this is happened

2010-05-02T13:41:00.000-07:00

wow

suprisingly this is my 113th entry

and when i see this number

i remember back on 2002

when i was at form 1

at MRSM Muadzam Shah

and that number is my room number

back there...

back there im so weak at beginning

people mistaken me with my rumie

what happened???

he had been bullied during orientation day

and he reported it to the teacher

and quit the school

all the students said im that little guy

coz i look unhappy all the time

of coz lor first time at unknown place

how can i survive if i dont know

anyone there... seyesly im so sad

but by the time goes

im become one of the most

naughty form 1 student

always got punishment

and the most best thing at that time

i got adopt sister

who said to be most feminine gurl

at that school at that time

all my friends jeles at me

included some teacher :P

also during form 2

but now.. i got no one as gf :(

haha forget it

my life back there is really happening

i dont want to go back at that time

coz let it be what it supposed to be

so i can be myself today and so on

>_<

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#112 nightmare!?

2010-05-01T20:21:00.000-07:00

everyone has a nightmare

am i rite?

of coz im right

i dont just assume im right

hehe

so lets me tell you one of my experience

of course it hard to believe

it is yours to decide

when we saw something

unknown or in malay word "benda ghaib"

or ghost or whateve

we tend to feel afraid

me too like that

because i never see the exact one

and i just experience it

it doesnot show that im over brave

ok2 lets start the story

one night i cant sleep

i try to sleep but i cant

nah, its ok

i just used internet but then when time goes

im felt bored

so i lay down on the bed

wait for my eyes closed

suddenly my breath feel heavy

something had lay on me

but i cant see

im my mind im just can pray to god

after sometime it got away

i felt so scared

my home is in haunted area

but my mom said it is protected

after minutes i heard dog bark randomly

what the hell

i shut down my laptop

and try to sleep

bang!!!!

something hit the roof

waaa (im cried inside)

what the hell going on

because the sound too strong

my brother woke up and asked me

what happened?

i told i dont know

then he sleep again

because im so scared

im just acting sleep

and the most scared thing come

something hit my foot

and it is so cold~~~~~

owh my god

after that, i never sleep after 3.00am

or if i did,it is because i watch football with my dad

basically this type of nightmare

maybe hallucination???

if it does,why my brother also heard that sound???

it is your to decide to believe or not

>_<

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#111 dedek scammed me..oh no!!!

2010-05-01T20:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday is very boring

yeah boring

im just at my room

play games

hear song

sleep

do report

study?never!!!haha

i had just done my last test for this sem

let me rest for awhile ok?

owh this person dedek

how dare she scammed me

directly

haha i know she never read my blog

if she did, serve u right,hehe..

dedek, she want to marry to my friends

and the conversation become longer

as she want to scam me

and i attack her back

because we both the youngest in our family

this is really fun

thank yeah dedek

when im in tensionity

friends is where the place to pour it out

also it is indirectly

but it is enough

thanx again dedek

sampai mati aku panggil ko dedek

hahahahaha(evil laugh)

>_<

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#110 workload is loaded

2010-04-30T11:03:00.000-07:00

after get some heat

and endless courage

i started to be better

which i meant

i start clean up my room

entirely of coz

but sure not more than 1 hour

everything back to normal

haha it cant be avoided

but i had done

my responsibility

how about u???

then i used to format my laptop

coz suddenly everything comes wrong

and no even touch it

my lappy is hang

what da.. so rite now i used Win7

so glad can use it again

so workload ha

of coz is it

and it repay

when i can drink air buah this nite

tq to syaz who bring me outside UTP

lets sleep

>_<

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#109 everyone's comment

2010-04-29T17:48:00.000-07:00

comments?

it has everywhere

in facebook

in friendster

myspace

twitter

and others places

but in gtalk???

only UTP student do that

yesterday we CJ7 got TP test

and this is their comment

TP=tekanan perasaan

TP=terlalu payah

TP=tak pandai

TP=terlalu panjang

TP=tidak prikemanusian

TP=terlalu pelik

TP=tak paham

TP=the punisher

and others comment

its a lot

haha

but for me

TP=tension pulak

haha why???

coz test 1 mark i got less

and i think this test 3 i got lesser

humph

just hope interview will go well

>_<

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#108 i wont give up

2010-04-29T17:44:00.000-07:00

haha this is just rubbish post

when i said rubbish

i meant it!!!

last 2 days i play DOTA a lot

and amazingly i lost all the game

i had played

i dont know why

it is just like

i become sudden NOOB

tensi2

haha

xperform lgsg

so when i meant it

i want to win!!!!

so i need to do something

lets start now!

>_<

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#107 last resort for last time

2010-04-28T04:35:00.000-07:00

for TP test tomorrow

i declare that

i will just study

just study

and sleep tonite early

so that tomorow

i will wake up early

and then i will study back

and then i go to the test

i answer the question

and then...

hooray

no more test for this sem

probably

>_<

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#106 finally somebody want me

2010-04-28T04:23:00.000-07:00

haha its not about love affair

its about my internship

as MARA scholarship student

i found its so hard to get intern

at OPU company

and the bias is really make me headache

i need to find other OPU company

and luckily

yesterday i got offer from J&J Sdn Bhd company

thank god

actually i got 1 more choice

at pasir gudang

but people said life cost really high

and actually i dont have lisence

thats the thing im really worried rite now

hurm

but its ok

during internship if i got free time

i will go take my lisence

hope so

owh yea officially i intern at KL

so lets hang out during weekend :)

about somebody want me???

lets it be a s e c r e t

haha

im a shy person :P

>_<

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#105 past, present and future

2010-04-26T13:50:00.000-07:00

situation in the past:-

i hate her

i dont want to see her

yet im still miss her

and yet i want to see her

it really painful

coz it was one sided only

and it always be liked that

can i have

some sort of what it called it

hope???

situation during present:-

before this

she gives me courage for PCS

and now during last presentation

im stand on my own

and i know how the feeling was

it is totally different

but then u know how i suddenly become energetic

coz during my presentation

i can see her sit in that class

is that ghost???

nvm it is over

situation in the future:-

physiologically said

no one know what happened in the future

but yet just now

i have met some guy [ im not gay ]

in my dream and asked me

if i give u a gf rite now,what will u do???

i answer that, i will luv her

he asked me again, r u sure u will luv her

or it just to fullfill your heart desire?

i start to numb and answer

can u give me my first luv again?

and then he said, no one can escape from death

either you or anyone else

if u ever luv someone truly

ask her to marry you

not to become your lover

because the true love is never exist between human

it is just desire or in malay word, nafsu

and i ask him again

what i know was

good girl is for good boy and bad girl is for bad boy

and he said its true

but dont be afraid

if u r still alive,u still got chance to change urself

become a good boy

i suddenly feel so sad and woke up

what a tough dream

yet i dont know what happened to me in the future

sigh!!

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#104 semalam

2010-04-26T13:47:00.000-07:00

rindu

aku membawa mu pergi

dalam hiba

aku menangisi

mengapa kini

engkau kembali

setelah detik itu

aku lupakan

sebak dadaku

engkau ubati

tapi hati ini

tidak lagi seperti dulu

hilang gelap gelita

dalam kesepian yang nyata

ku mohon padamu

pergila dikau

pada rembulan

katakan aku

tidak lagi seperti dulu

kini

aku dan duniaku

bersatu dalam kalbu

menghadapi duniaku yang baru

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#103 derita hati yang hilang

2010-04-26T13:41:00.000-07:00

Awan membayu di bawa angin

langit biru terbentang megah

gerhana bulan kian menyeri

tidur malamku yang kian sepi

pohon melambai angin membelai

daun berguguran jatuh ke tanah

burung berkicauan bernyanyi riang

menanti senja terbenam di awanan

seorang tua di teratak usang

menunggu wajah dan bayang-bayang

kian menanti sesuatu yang hilang

kian menghitung hari mendatang

air mata jatuh bergenang

hujan turun menemani keperitan

dia melihat ke kiri dan ke kanan

manusia sudah hilang pedoman

sampai bilakah dunia akan bertahan

apakah pedoman di masa akan datang

waktu dan detik kian menghilang

pernahkah terfikir duhai insan?

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#102 what happened if i'm not exist???

2010-04-26T13:37:00.000-07:00

this question really tough

and yet i,myself dont know the answer

but i do know what happened

if im alive

and then later im dead

everyone will experience it later

just know suddenly i felt like the death come to me

it was really scary

the feeling of death

thank god the most thing i remember that time is HIM

it was now...but what happened later??

i hope i will ever stay in this path

>_<

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#101 i am overcooked

2010-04-26T13:34:00.000-07:00

is this possible???

maybe

haha

what i want to tell here

im so lazy

omg

got 3 test this week

when i will become hardwork again

sigh

currently stdy cpdc

hope can do it this evening

thank god

>_<

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#100 my sources of happiness

2010-04-25T17:08:00.000-07:00

my teachers said

in this world

everyone is laughing

include me of coz

and it is one of good habit

for humankind

what i want to tell here

for my 100th post anniversary

who are my sources of happiness lately???

bcoz i dont have pic

it is just a list :)

my parents
my first luv
my siblings
my pet @ comot
myself
my friends
my games
manga
my cartoon
anyone???

here is my list

without i realize it

there only 9 type of sources that i got

so little

but it worth

really worth

lets finish this year happily

>_<

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#99 the experience,tragedy and miscommunication

2010-04-24T01:59:00.000-07:00

so what you will do next???

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#98 3 days in a row

2010-04-24T01:49:00.000-07:00

last thursday i become the first presenter

omg i was really make me panic

i try and try to be calm

but unfortunately i was not

so my presentation is obviously crash

but still i had done my best

so then i went to see our mantan PM

dr Mahathir with his talk,vision beyond 2020

what im gonna conclude about his talk

he is awesome at his age rite now

still im respect him the most

yesterday i got two test in a row

i got shocked in early morning

my frend said i got replacement test on the evening

what da...

of coz im not prepared

but still it better than i got zero

then in the nite

done 1 more test

but still also it an open note

i cant do anything

geez

today is saturday

and it really an useless day for me

i just sleep

and sleep

till i take my lunch

inside my dream

what da???

haha

lets continue sleep

mana tau tiba2 leh beriadah dlm dream

>_<

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#97 i realize what i need to be

2010-04-21T14:09:00.000-07:00

during unstoppable training last nite

from 2am-4am

i still cant managed to reduce my presentation time

which is 12 min

haha so long so good

but not a creepy presentation

it is persuasive presentation!!!

and i the first presenter of today

what da.....

about my decision last entry

im apologize of being so rude

everyone have their own thought

i need to respect others

coz im not the only one

who exists in this world

so my decision

lets do my best today

and also improve in the future

so i can be who i want to be

and gd luck to me today

hope i can deliver well

and finish it by the time given

InsyaAllah

>_<

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#96 dilemma situation

2010-04-20T20:58:00.000-07:00

yesterday i fall into one situation

i need to decide between

PCS class and Lab presentation

my group

3 of us got PCS class

2 of us dont but still

we got to present lab at 9 am

same time with PCS class

we sent emergency mail to lecturer

but then she scolded us

how professionalism she want us to become?

at first i hate PCS class because she is too strict

and then i start to enjoy PCS class

but what happened yesterday

make me so upset

without consideration she deduct our mark

although we still come to her class

and become the audience

prioritize???

as a student...which one we need to prioritize?

attend as an audience or coursework mark?

i think we had take our responsibility by informed her

she likes to be disturbed during holiday??

if do, we will inform her early

but still we respect our lecturer

what the things she is not satisfied

that day presentation or us??

i do agreed that this is also our mistake

because this miscommunication happened

without us realize it

when this is happened

who want to be blame for?

just as an adult

why need to become ____

because u r superior

if all adult like that

we r as teenagers will be like u

and if ur son come into dilemma like us had faced

u will know what happened next..

this post is an angry post

but then Allah still the most powerful one

he knows better than us

and he hate people who cant control their anger

so then i forgot this damn day

and start doing my ECON project

Alhamdulillah i had finished my ECON

and PCS slide

this coming thursday

i just go present and then i dont think i want to go to that class again

coz the enjoyment that i had felt had been diminished fully yesterday

gd luck who are participating in EDX25

>_<

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#95 today is the greatest monday ever

2010-04-19T04:21:00.000-07:00

i woke up at morning

remember my membe ask for futsal

but everyone is sleeping

peacefully

adoiya...

so i followed them

at 8 am i woke up again

wanna do my task

a lot

PCS slide

Lab slide

Lab compiler

i spent whole day doing that thing

but still rite now

PCS slide doesnt done yet

but i need to rehearse for lab presentation tomorow

and today first time i went to FAMILY restaurant

driven by ahseng

and the rating i will give is 4.3/5.0

and today

first time play futsal at 5.00pm

basically if i went at 5.30pm

it will start at 6.00pm

geez

btw tonite we go to Al-Quds to eat

our beloved nasi lemak there

although need to wait for 1 and more hour

but still it worth me a lot

rite now focus on finishing

slide PCS

hope can be done by tonite

hope so

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#94 i wish i can see her again

2010-04-18T17:16:00.000-07:00

who is her?

just someone that i dont know

and will never know

coz i want to know

but the thing is,how to know her

she never knows me

how can we know each other

lets just skip this part

yesterday i play futsal

but suddenly the rain is pouring

all my housemate runaway

but still i want to play more

so i play during the rain

and the result i got fever

omg my head is really heavy

i cant think of anything

then my friends invite to go

for simple outing at Batu Gajah

owh..this is a chance

to see her again

so i follow them

and when reach at Shell

i got shocked

there is a pretty lady at that counter

luckily this car is straight to the counter

the best thing is

my fever is gone

>_<

she is my cure

omg,im so lucky i have been in that car

at that time

but my focus is at batu gajah

so then we cont our journey

and when reach near that shop

the shop is closed

demit..haha..but still my fever is cured

thank you to the lady back there

so focus on searching the ball

still dont get it

we go to TF mart wateve at BG

i dont buy anything

just take a few photo

and make people around think

"is this boy is crazy????"

then we went to nasi lemak ayam golek

once again unfortunately

ayam golek is out-of-stock

so just eat a simple dish

then went back to UTP

dont know how to conclude that day

lucky or unlucky?

.................................................

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#93 simple and sweet

2010-04-18T17:09:00.000-07:00

yesterday is really a long day

im done wateve i dont want

but the thing i want

still dont done yet

tomorow got prensentation lab

lab report doesnt finish yet

assignment econ doesnt start yet

PCS???never want to think anymore

haha..PPD test this coming friday

will kill my brain and bloodstream

hope i will never get zero

what da...

lucky today is holiday

i dont no what to do

works is a lot

but to start with???there is no enough spirit

yucks....

hope everything will be done today

huhuhu

want to go for windows shopping

at facebook...:P

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#92 ouch!my eyes aching

2010-04-16T16:28:00.000-07:00

no one is perfect

and nobody can claim that

me too

im not sure why

but i think i know my weakness

that cant be changed

my bone on my chest

growth abnormally

thats why i cant exercise

more than i could

but thank god

im still here

the thing is

with my eyes

my eyes is too small

is it hard to see?

no..i can see thing clearly

but...

if i try to sleep

more than i need

my eyes aching

it start to blur

and i cant opened my eyes

haha thats meant

i want to cont my journey

in my dream world

gd munink world

and gd nite again

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#91 what a lousy day 2

2010-04-16T03:14:00.000-07:00

i followed z to eat outside after jumaat

with baha together 3 of us go to batu gajah

during journey we decide to go to marybrown

searching for parking

is really hard

especially that shop is at high jam road

what da..

so turn around

turn around

we found somewhere near to park

so i tried and played with parking machine

so we walked to the shop

and order

what da...

it is really expensive

the thing i confused is

6.59 + 2.60 = 10.20???

what da...

ada gak aku mintak bankrap kedai ni

huhuhu

the best thing always happened when we upset

baha accidentally go to one of cloth shop

he said want to look for a bag

and then i saw one beautiful lady

sit while reading a novel

OMG!!!

she is so beautiful

but then coz im too shy

i only take one glance n walk out from the shop

i dont want to look again

but still she really beautiful

happy??

of coz..life is too short

where as will i see

such a beautiful ladies

in my own life

thank God

>_<

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#90 what a lousy day

2010-04-16T03:08:00.000-07:00

i woke up at 3 am

need some idea for PCS

coz b4 12pm,i need to submit

the outline

duduk

baring

duduk

baring

duduk

baring

dapat la satu topik

xsure accepted or not

just hope it will

owh my group doesnt have

opportunity to enter EDX

but its ok

our project still the best

congratz ETP29

i ended up going jumaat late

and what da im shocked

there are a lot ppl late than me

first time khutbah is very short

next time,need to beware

today just do my outline

play PES

watch FUTURAMA

and sleepy2

erm nak wat pe ek mlm ni?

intern xdpt lagi ni

adoiii

>_<

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#89 bite me!!!

2010-04-15T06:56:00.000-07:00

im full

coz just ate

but unfortunately

im short of idea

what to do

with my PCS presentation

i dont got title yet

the prob are

need to find something to persuade people

and then need to have credibility

what da!!!

what i need to do??

where can i find any idea

geez

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#88 i want to protest!!!

2010-04-14T18:15:00.000-07:00

what the...

why u cut tree here

u dont know utp is really hot

why dont u just cut that forest

and make a new parking lot to utp student

i dont know which is the truth

utp is for learning

or utp is for corporate used

but whateve it is

just plis dont cut the tree around hostel

hot hot hot hot hot hot

they become our protector

for exceed CO2 and from the heavy sunlight

if u wish to cut too

just build a sideway with roof

all around UTP

can u?

"just a simple protest for our mother nature"

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#87 i tried to calm but..

2010-04-14T17:59:00.000-07:00

yesterday is very tough day

coz i got ETP presentation

actually the presentation is really simple

but its depends on the judges

like my sv said,oral presentation depend on luck

if u r lucky enough,u win

if not,u r unlucky

enough with that

yesterday im so emotional

at evening,i ask my friends play futsal

some of them replied me

some of them doesnt really

what the hell happened is

i want to play at 8

coz im afraid the court is full

when i done and want to go

no one change their cloth

and i keep waiting n waiting

this type of people

if dont want to go

just said

i went to play alone

if i cant control my angry

i just throw the ball on their head :P

but still when im angry

i try to "selawat" alot

and it help me to calm down

however bcoz still im not perfect

im just go alone and leave all my friends

lucky there are some of my PE friends played

and i joined them

the problem is with this people

THEY ARE MALAY

if we said 8.00

they come at 8.30

or if they are true malay

they come at 9.00

im tired to deal with this type of people

next time i will never ask them anymore

and if they can become a jerk

why not me?

so that they know

how jerk i can be :)

i tried to calm

but still,im just a normal person

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#86 i laugh outside,i cry inside

2010-04-14T10:49:00.000-07:00

huhu

anyone got fb account right?

and sometimes the status is really2 lovely

and a lots of idiom used to show

how we feel rite now

what the matter with this title?

am i too "jiwang"?

sometimes people get upset

but no one knows

who can satisfied ourselves?

is it our friend?

our boy/girl friend?

or our family?

no no no

of course the only one is ourselves

but for me

yeah im cheerful person

just im not satisfied?

how far i contribute to my friends?

i dont have anything

haha

i have 0% contribution to my friends

its really make me upset

-_-

how about i cry inside

obviously because im jealous

why???

when see couple around me

i remember to my first luv

if she still alive...........

i dont know how happy i am rite now

but its ok

all of us have our happiness and sadness

and its normal

but we can change it

coz we r the one who can change the world

>_<

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#85 shut up people..i am tired..

2010-04-14T10:42:00.000-07:00

hehe

this is not an emo entry

just people arguing with me

"lets enjoy our life"

but for me

"lets appreciate our life"

why?

if we used simple example

70 year compare to long lasting

which one is longer?

of course long lasting

similarly to our life

the oldest age can we go is about 60-70

and after we died

we need to live in the graveyard

till doomsday come

but when?

only ALLAH know when it is

im not a strong-religious person

but lets appreciate our live

enjoy can,but still there is limit to it

at least,when we want to do something prohibited

just think

when we will die?

if we die when doing that such thing

we can never go back in time

never

that why for me

i used to at least

didnt leave pray everyday

hope so

-amin-

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#84 a scene of memory of 2010

2010-04-14T10:36:00.001-07:00

congratz ETP29

we had done our best

lets finish the last part

and then celebrate our achievement

-great memory of the year-

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#83 as simple as that

2010-04-12T06:07:00.000-07:00

if A=B

and B=C+D

so D=??

can C=D?

or D=A?

the answer is really2 simple

find out the answer because

it is really simple

simple right??

>_<

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#82 small little thing..but it still worth my time...

2010-04-11T15:53:00.000-07:00

last night i dream of my primary school

and after a long time

i see "her" again

OMG,im so happy and at the same time

i felt i wanna cry

i miss her so much

and currently due to my busyness

i tend to forget her by the time passed by

who is her???

just my first luv

who never exist in this world anymore

:"(

argh,i just a dreamt

but at least i can see her in my own dream

maybe everyne think it is just a small little thingy

but for me,im so glad coz i dont have a piece of her picture

so sad..so unlucky...

hopefully she happy there

owh last nite i went to TTS show

teater bangsawan,tuah hang jebat

why the tittle tuah hang jebat

i though they will change the current plot story of hang tuah

but with upset mind,they are no change at all

geez

but seriously TTS is doing so,so,so great

congratz TTS team

do ur best in the next performance,INSYAALLAH...

so geez

lets go to the class again

back to the academy schedule

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#81 seriously..do i care???

2010-04-11T15:40:00.000-07:00

currently this is my life status rite now

haha

do i care???

about what??

lets go to discussion part

rite now im busying myself

by playing the most popular MMORPG

in the world

World Of Warcraft

am i addicted???

no,no,no....

i still have my life

but somehow people said

"ala jom la men dota,bila2 leh men wow"

"oh pasni xkuar bilik la ko"

"i dont want to be addicted"

"hish aku mana la reti men bnda ni"

so do i care??

of course im not

people can say anything

but for me

what i want to do,i did really well

what i will gain

its nothing but at least a little experiences

and for me

im not addicted

and i also dont run out from my life schedule

just want to spent some valuable time with my frends

before go to intern next sem

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#80 the simulation of ghost,youtube and ICON

2010-04-10T18:09:00.000-07:00

yesterday

adi,sapik and i

go to block 5 level 2 room 13

at 8.20am

to finish our group assigment

of PPD using an ICON software

we walked to go there

and otw, we discuss about ghost

yeah hell yeah

im so scared but i tend to talk a lot about that

and when we reach at dark part

my body will shimmy :P

and adi said no one brave enough to walk there

at the forest of the center of academy pentagon block

but to reduce our scareness

im just reply

we're level 1

they level 26

of coz we need to be afraid

>_<

the question is just as simple as ABCXYZ

but the answer is just as complicated as me

so to answer that

we just used the data in internet

and a lot of assumptions

and a lot of comedy to reduce our tension

how???

by watching youtube

haha,academy block can watch youtube

so we open some MV at first

because the block is so empty and silent

so scared~~~~

and at last everyone open their own channel

and for me,i more interact

to watch pro plays in tournament

of DOta and WoW

after finish my PFD drawing

i focused on video that adi opened

and seriously

what the hell that man talking about?

but still it is really funny

and "flip"

lamp goes out

at 12am

and our project still otw

faster and faster

we had able to finish b4 2.00am

why???

coz im always push my team

im hungry

the room is so hot

my stomach sing a song

haha

after that we went to SELASIH

to take our late,late dinner

gladly im not the one who hungry

>_<

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#79 i'm done..seriously i'm done...

2010-04-10T18:00:00.000-07:00

after taking my second test

of engineering economy

my friends request back

the availability of online server

of World of Warcraft

what is that???

just online server

so i got to study back

how to make wow server public

so that i can play with my friends

the most pain part is

i forgot already how to setup

with spirit and strength that i got

i study back all the method

and the current method

then discuss with my rumate who also play the game

everything about C++

source coding

sql

and its not my range of study

blank....

as result

i take 3 days and 3 night to finish it

and now it finish

and i think i can also be like a pro

in some forum who tell everyone

that noobies for how to create the server

haha

although for everyone

it is a waste of time

but for me

i'm so glad

of learning a new thing

and i put a courage on it

>_<

lets play

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#78 ENVEX final part : i'm so glad

2010-04-09T01:08:00.000-07:00

4 April 2010,Sunday

7.10am

wake up

take my bath

packing my cloth

prepare for final day

8.00am

still in room

call rudy for emergency

dont have transport to go to the hall

8.05am

depart to exhibition hall

with rudy's car

8.15am

reach at hall

[ before going to the booth ]

prepare our booth

take our breakfast

[ 1MALAYSIA spirit ]

then continue for free exhibiton

9.00am-1.00pm

boring~~~

[ take some boring picture ]

as always~~~

1.00pm

everybody busy

preparation for closing ceremony

[ so simple preparation rite :P ]

but me..

im busy watching scary,horror korean muvi

hehe for my thought

i think i dont win anything

2.00pm

my stomach aches

[ cover my stomach while taking pic :) ]

damn it

the only toilet there is full alredy

so i cant attend closing ceremony

and just stay at booth

3.00pm

closing ceremony start

our vvip is deputy minister of whateve..

after talk n speech

prize giving ceremony begin

start with bronze medal

our team name doesnt come out

so with frust mode

i go sit back at my chair

and then silver medal i heard acab name come out

[ Acab with our silver medal ]

and i tear happily

our workload had been paid

my senior from UNIMAP doesnt stop congratz me

tq all

we won silver medal

and it more than worth

as results

UTP won 2 gold,3 silver and 1 bronze

and 1 best performance award.

congratulationz to all ENVEX participants

5.00pm

our transit has comes

so prepare to clear up our booth

people bz with picture taking

but im busying to pack faster

so that we can go back early

5.30pm

we go back to the hostel

to take our things

and check out

and immediately go back to UTP

6.10pm

officially depart from UNIMAP

after saying goodbye to rudy

in journey

im just sleeping of tiredness

12.04am

we reach at UTP

im so happy coz im just think of my bed n my blanket

enough of ENVEX,i need to think of EDX then

omg

so tired this course

but then

it still worth

>_<

~finish~

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#77 ENVEX part 2 : please don't condemn our project

2010-04-06T16:18:00.000-07:00

3 April 2010,Saturday

6.00am

i woke up

bas available at 8.00

get ready

while taking my bath,practise present

mommy,im so afraid

7.45am

walk to front gate to take bus

need 5-7min to walk,so far :(

when reach there,bus already full

lucky it got enough sit for four of us

8.10am

reach at hall

go do the final preparation

set up the booth nicely

8.30am

take our breakfast

my heart dup2

judges session start at 9.00am

8.40am

our lecturer come

and he just take a glance to my booth

and then he start asking question

and then he start condemn our project

geez

and he never give some spirit to our team

but its ok

we come with our own spirit

8.55am

got information need to register on9

omg so cuakz

go quickly reg

coz judges session will start soon

9.03am

2 judges come to our booth and see the number

then ask,where are the others

i said "toilet"

n they said 'ur group start first present'

omg!!!

9.05am

our presentation start

i introduce myself and then straight away talk about my project

i try attracted their attention

unfortunately one of the judges tend to talk in malay

while one of them approached us in english

the situation become twisted when one of them target Acab

and the leader one target me

Alhamdulillah,all the question given by her

i can answer all without hesitation

9.30am

done!!!

our presentation done

im so glad

but at the same time im afraid

there is another judges will come

9.30am-5.00pm

judges session and booth exhibition

so bored~~~

i just watched korean film

while waiting some people come

and said "what is this????"

so bored~~~

[ Raza with our judges ]

[ after presentation..lega!!! ]

[ jiran UTP,UiTM Sri Iskandar ]

[ jalan2 pusing exhibiton ]

[ awek UNIMAP..sape name?? ]

[ suasana exhibition ]

5.00pm

photo session before go back to hostel

rudy once again help us

carry us back to hostel

gladly her block is near to our block

but then she is so kind :)

5.30pm

bored and i start played DOTA

but then after 45 minutes,the application crashed

dem!!

7.00pm

go to sleep

wake at 8.00++pm

take bath

then get ready for our dinner

9.30pm

sleep~~~

while watch crow zero 2

im so tired

the presentation itself

took 80% of my energy

to be continue.....

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#76 ENVEX part 1 : my day oscillate very fast

2010-04-06T05:34:00.000-07:00

2 April 2010,Friday

5.00am

I got an update

Allahyarham Din beramboi passed away

felt so shocked and dull

but then i pack my things

and prepared for the long journey

6.30am

after perform my subuh prayer

and niat musafir

i went to Acab room to help him

bring along our project

7.00am

at maintenance parking bus

told that will depart at 7.00am

no one was there

7.30am

first person comes,Raza PG student

bring along his poster

and then van got ready

Taimur also PG student came

8.15am

wait for Chief of Mission

and then he came

and inform he doesnt go

what the heck

depart from UTP

9.30am

reach at Bukit Merah RnR

took my breakfast

but in my mind always thought

of my tomorow presentation

11.40am

reach at Gurun RnR

meet a lots of awekz

haha :P

start greeting PG students

12.35pm

reach at Perlis

my first time there

so happy

try to find the hall

for our exhibition

1.00pm

reach at hall but cant register yet

so go find mosque

see "kubah" from far away

when reach there

"dewan serbaguna"???

and there is PC fair inside

what the heck

2.00pm

go back at the hall

so go find hostel first

and the direction given by secreteriat

become like siput(not useful)

2.10pm-4.20pm

sesat!!!!

and at last

jumpa gak

felt upset then

sesat dalam hostel UNIMAP tu

mana taknye,ada suruh tnye pakguard mana bilik???

geez

4.45pm

take our lunch at KFC

and then rain heavily

van in the opposite road

geeezzzzz

habis basah kuyup nak gi lintas jalan

5.30pm

reach again at hall

prepared our booth

van utp say goodbye,we re alone rite now

[ Taimur ]

[ Raza ]

[ Acab ]

[ myself ]

after finish got inform that

bas available to go back to hostel at 10pm

geez

8.00pm

RUDY,one of the MPP there

help us,give a ride to us to go back to the hostel

and she also really kind and tolerate

bring us to restaurant for dinner

tq yea Rudy

9.00pm

reach at our beloved hostel

feel so scared because of tomorrow

however,because of tiredness

sleep early

what the heck today

because of today,i cant focus on my presentation today

10.00pm

sleep~~~

to be continue.....

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#75 say cheese..and my eyes start close again..adeii..

2010-04-05T15:14:00.000-07:00

im ready to present

be careful judges!!!

i am the greatest blocker

>_<

selekehnye aku time ni

baru aku pasan

hye this is my latest photo at ENVEX

wan to know the story???

will come after this

[-_________-]

im having small eyes..sigh..

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#74 my first ever experience

2010-04-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

im very afraid

im very nervous

im very damn

however

i got a lot of experiences

thank you teammate for your support

we got back how much effort we had done

be proud and lets perform in ETP

>_<

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#73 what the heck???

2010-04-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

before : yeah u can take ur make up test

after : u need to wait until we complete our course

is it all lecturer behave like that???

if that the cases

why u become lecturer?

he thinks

suka2 je xdtg test die

wth???

geram btol aku

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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#72 im so sad..i want to meet her

2010-04-05T05:18:00.000-07:00

last weekend

i got to go to perlis

for some reason

and at the same time

at UTP

she comes

jodoh di tangan tuhan

i cant meet her

:'(

im waiting for 2 years to meet her

but what can i do......

but still

im ok

congratz to child provision event

lets support them

lets support unlucky people

they dont need our money

but they need our support

>_<

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#71 after the long journey of last week..i'm back here..yeppieee

2010-04-04T16:10:00.000-07:00

ONLINE

thats show i'm available here onwards

>_<

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#70 blog status

2010-03-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

OFFLINE

will be back after all the buziness

go away and done

->_<-

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#69 im not shortlisted but still im ok....hell yeah im ok..im not ok

2010-03-29T14:23:00.000-07:00

hey intern

am i too bad

for u to choose me

when ur offer want to come to me

im getting tired waiting for u everyday

starting today

i dont care if i got u or not

coz im just tired to think about it

geez

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#68 hati sorg stalker,sapela yg tau

2010-03-29T14:20:00.000-07:00

im not real time stalker k

im just blogger stalker

but still

poeple mistaken

am i being dangerous

hey now its cyber time

dont take it wrong

if u do,just make ur blog private

i think its enough

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#67 my old times said, "i'm back world"

2010-03-29T14:14:00.000-07:00

dont worry

coz my old times

he just a lazy boy

a simple boy

who doesnt care anything anymore

and he doesnt do anything dangerous

just he want freedom

and thats i want right now

hola2

im back

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#66 this week..its start with today

2010-03-28T15:46:00.000-07:00

monday: class yg pack..hope xpengsan tgh jln sude

tuesday: viva voice + lab ke 4 cpdc

wednesday: etp seminar 4 + test COMSOL

thursday: last preparation + test PPD

friday: test CPDC + departure from UTP to UNIMAP,perlis

saturday: presentation Project ETP

sunday: departure to UTP..leh rest ke?

pastu coming next week

getting busier and busier

OMG

can i faced all of this

mulakan arimu dgn Bismillah

akhiri arimu dgn ~Amin~

>_<

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#65 big gratz to Paragon Guild for World First Kill Lich King 25man Heroic Mode

2010-03-28T04:53:00.000-07:00

lama dh xmen wow

last skali tau2 lich king dh down

gratz Paragon Guild

look forward for more active guild like them

im just noob player

but im admired imba player

geez

>_<

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#64 what a fascinating day is today...rasa nak hentak je kepala atas bantal(tido~~~)

2010-03-28T04:15:00.000-07:00

BOSAN

BANGUN TIDO

BOSAN

MAKAN BISKUT

BOSAN

COMMENT BLOG SWEETIE

BOSAN

MEN GAME DOTA

BOSAN

MAKAN LUNCH

BOSAN

TENGOK BLOODY MONDAY

BOSAN

TIDO PETANG

BOSAN

conclusionnya

bosan gile arini

mmg UTP ni membosankan ke lately

ke aku yg kebosanan

tido je la labu

tido2

zzzzzzz

-___-

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#63 lolz...makin hari makin noob jadinye..what happened???

2010-03-28T01:24:00.000-07:00

xfhm lor what happened

aku men game

stiap hari klh

study

makin stdy makin penink

makan

makin dimakan makin lapo

apekah

hahaha

aku jadi abnormal lagi ke ni

what the heck!!!

>_<

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#62 my back in pain..the result of sudden active in the night..

2010-03-27T18:39:00.000-07:00

last nite i went to play basketball

after 1 year or more

and i am noob >_<

i had done a lot of foul

i had played a lot of foul

everything is foul for me

but we had fun

the thing is my heart started in pain again

and it makes me almost faint

so i took rest and stop play

and i tried play slowly by play shooting ball

however after back to my room

i had to climb 120 staircase

and the results is

my back then in pain

jeezzzz

until now

this munink

what the heck

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#61 i am not sweet as you say but if that the cases..thank you for your praised

2010-03-27T18:27:00.000-07:00

owh just a blabber entry

u all know rite what currently

happened to my life

so i used to go back to my old friend

i opened my YM

and talked a lot with them

and i got a lot of new friends

and they all said i am sweet

in this picture

haha is it true??

of coz la not

>_<

owh its true that my friends said

if we luv someone
we never know thats other someone
luv us
and when it comes
we can't aspects anything
but to be glad they still luv us

apepun tu pic lama

pic baru xderk la

kamera xde

lau ade nnti tunjuk la

owh ye ni 1st time letak pic solo kat blog

malu la pulak

hehe

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#60 with the 60th post,i hereby declare to join venture with earth hour..

2010-03-27T05:01:00.000-07:00

only 1 hour

lets off all the electricity

so guys dont ever msg n call me

during 8.30-9.30

coz everything wiil be offline for me

yeahh

>_<

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#59 i fall in luv with her...long time ago since first time i met her

2010-03-27T04:54:00.001-07:00

its her

Ashily

my fav OST female singer

luv her song

luv her voice

so much,much

lets sing together

>_<

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#58 bite your mouth,scream in your heart

2010-03-27T00:06:00.000-07:00

dh lama dh xde post bergambar

maybe later

right now bz dgn preparation

untuk presentation ETP

huhu

xtau la leh wat ke x

teamate meletakkan hrpn tinggi kat aku

i will do what i can

but still can started with anything

my mind become blur

and blank too

about her..im alredy forget her

and cont my life as usual

haha

maybe bcoz of that

life is miserable a little

but i,myself is already miserable

gogo caiyok duranian

going to Perlis with one goal

no one will lose
if i done my best
but i will be a loser
if I never tried

>_<

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#57 i'm craving for improvement and what i got,a damper-bumper frustated

2010-03-26T14:41:00.000-07:00

hahaha

yesterday i got TP test 2

before this i only got 1/3 of 100%

so i wish i can increase my mark

coz my lecturer said

"what used of make markup test,if test 2 u also cant do it"

although my spirit burn up

but my body as usual is so lazy

sleep,sleep,sleep

and finally i started study at 9am

test at 5.30pm

i did the question about annulus

again n again

until i understand and know where my mistakes

and try to correct it

while watching Futurama

but it the end

im just laid down on my frends

hak2

so test tp

once again i cant do it right

but hope more than 1/3 this time

hope so

>_<

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#56 i started to look around and think,when am i growing??

2010-03-26T14:30:00.000-07:00

20year

i had been grow up

to became me rite now

yeah people at my age

start to think about works

and marriage while i just think

can i become a child again

when i asked the kids

do u want to be like us

they said,yes they are..

bcoz they think life as adult

everything is freedom

nope it sucks

i want to become a mature

last nite

my sis said im cute(is it true???)

of coz la not

she said i can have someone

but literally speaking

after i got work

haha so i need to wait 10year more

and at that time

i think i want to be like i am rite now

hope it never be like that

coz im enjoying my life

>_<

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#55 adoiya..my eyes started blur again

2010-03-25T17:25:00.000-07:00

owh my old problem comes

waa i got a blur eyes since child

why..not because i stay up

it is coz im always got fever

have low antibody

and at the same time

i always lose balance

and the result

sudden fall down

thats why i am gayat now

coz i had fall down when i was small

thats not the problem

the problem now is my eyes

arggggghhhh

dont mistaken

u cry a lot doesnt affect ur eyes

i dont know why it blur again

last time when it blur

i used natural treatment and it works

so today i think sleep will help me

so sleepy again

let me sleep

>_<"

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#54 please understand me..i'm just a simple and happy person..

2010-03-25T14:52:00.000-07:00

owh its very hard to find

someone that fully understand urself

for me i found this problem

squezz and spleen

why?

bcoz its becomes hard to get along

if we have same sex,

i think communication become easy

haha

absolutely not..

if u r a frend....

what type of frend are looking down on their own frends?

if we have different sex,

of coz for me things become harder

i cant talk to woman ok!!

i think im a simple person

and happy-go-not really lucky all the time

is it wrong to calm down people

when they r stress??

if wrong,i want to go to another planet

bcoz this world has turned up

bcome inverted world

please tell me directly

dont hold ur feeling

tell me clearly

if im suck,tell me that

if im goddammit,tell me that

at least i know what people dont like about me

people make mistakes

if dont u are the human angel

but of coz it will never happened

for me everytime i made mistakes

but somehow i cant see it

so plis do tell me k

diff people got diff personality

if u want to be a true frend

we must accept our frend fully

thats the meaning of frend

if u want to hate me

i cant afford to hold u

but do tell me u hate me

then i will never exist in ur life again

to make thing become better for u

please understand me

>_<"

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#53 so u too leave me..why?why?why?

2010-03-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

huhu

merajuk dengan hujan

baru je td mintak jadi selimut nak tido mlm ni

skrg dh berhenti dh

huhu it shows me that

human feeling

anytime they can change

anytime

so that duranian

lets move on

>_<"

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#52 the rain doesn't want to stop pouring...

2010-03-25T04:45:00.000-07:00

owh hujan

ku benar2 bahagia

sbb ko la rahmat dari ALLAH

pada bumi Tronoh ni

tapi simbolik mu

tetap mempunyai maksud tersirat

yeah it shows the sad feeling of someone

and im too

being sad

first i need to present for my ETP project

seriously im a bad presenter

i dont know

where i need to find the courage

to succeed my team

then i dont know what happened

but it seems like a miscommunication happen

dont hate me

coz no one luv me

if nhate>>nluv

what person am i looks like??

moreover i need to finish up

a lot of task this week

stress??a little bit

but still to become matured

i need to encounter this

however

congratz to FAIZ FUDZAILI

sbb berjaya turun gelanggang futsal

play with us

next time,join again yea

i hope the rain will never stop pouring tonite

coz i need it as my sweet blanket

for my sleep

hope so >_<"

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#51 it crushes my hope

2010-03-25T04:37:00.001-07:00

lol i went to CPDC class today

good for me :)

but i felt so stress

when the girls like to talk loudly

although there sit in front

never respect the lecturer in front

is this the behaviour that we want???

dont u embrassed in front the foreigner

my advise is--to myself also

lets say ur father or mother in front

n no one respect them

how do u felt?

so guys n gurls

respect our lecturer

>_<"

btw tutorial PPD cancel

so sad

it crushes my hope

hurm

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#50 my courage comes here

2010-03-24T14:22:00.000-07:00

hehe

today is my first time

going to PPD tutorial

this sem

already week 8 rite :)

PPD-process plant design subject

wish me gd luck

>_<"

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#49 because tonite will be the nite that i will fall for you

2010-03-24T13:20:00.000-07:00

i won't live to see another day
i swear it's true
because a girl like you is impossible to find
you're impossible to find

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#48 paranoid

2010-03-24T12:54:00.000-07:00

eh2

im not on diet okeyh

dont think wrongly

im just reduce my addictness

to eat alot

so i tend to not eat rice

and eat something simple

but the fact is

my weight never want to go down

but its ok

the problem is it affect my nightlife

i cant never stay up until 3am anymore

the trick here

i will be sleep,the very late is 11 am

and today i slept at 10pm

and wake up at 12.30am

then i cant never sleep anymore

OMG!!!

i got paranoid disease

is it curable?

of coz

so if i fasting tomorow

i will open it with rice..

if not,cannot..(hukuman)

lets study

>_<"

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#47 she is coming soon

2010-03-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

i heard she comes to UTP soon

who dont know her??

liyana from Estrella band

wow,this my chance to see her face to face

is it?

hurm im so bz

with ETP and tests

if have time

of coz i wanna go

but still need to extrude

the most important rite

>_<"

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#46 cuakz

2010-03-24T04:31:00.000-07:00

this post i write it after i play O2jam

owh i like music

but i dont have talent

so i tend to play game like this

to get the feel of playing piano

so fun!!!!

owh yeah

during my TP tutorial this morning

my frends got a rejected offer for their internship

and me?

i got nothing yet

waaa cuakz nye

for me,better they crush my hope

than giving me 0% hope

owh yea

some fun happened in the same time

everyone know Lady Ga-go rite

it becomes a big issues :P

in the same time

i read the news about our lated UTP frends

who got into accident

hope Allah save them-amin-

dont forget to help our muslim relatives

they r in needs rite now

and one embrassed tragedy happened

bcoz everyone spread out the FB link of that "lady"

i tend to read my frend's blog

and one of the blog,the post all is a simple,humor blog

and one of them,is a self-photo blog..cute and fotogenic lady

so i sent the pic of my frend that hold Patrick*spongebob*

and i write "cun x?","the pink one"

when he opened the link

the GA is behind him

and pop,the pic come out

hahaha everyone laughing include that GA

i dont do anything wrong rite?

it just his timing is wrong :P

the morale here

dont play2 inside COMSOL lab

>_<"

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#45 opinion

2010-03-23T15:38:00.000-07:00

sometimes when i opened up my FB

i tend to look at couples FB

ala u know rite when people write there

"in a relationship with"

and added their couple's name

i want to see

how much happy there are

as a couple

sometimes we can see that

their feeling towards their couples

is true,really pure

but as an experiences person :P

a lot of them

just want to have someone

yeah its true

before this

when i lost my first luv

i want to have someone

so that i can forget her

but in the end

i hurt that someone

i hurt myself

i hurt everything

is it worth??

and some people

want to couple

just it becomes a need rite now

r u idiot?

then we can see

a lot of new baby scattered around

the rubbish,river and dustbin

is it the needs that u want?

for me

if in messenger

i can talk a lot

but in front

just to face her face

i tend to run away

haha so loser

so only my first luv

i can fight with her

i can be with her

i always besides her

thats why although she already gone

the memories

still with me

-al fatihah-

my opinion

if u want just to play around

with girl/boy feeling

just use anime characters

but if u had this serious feeling

like myself rite now

pour it,and dont ever regret it

coz it is serious

and its hard to have it

if u get,u r lucky person and appreciate it

if dont,dont be upset,coz someone out there for u

dont be like me

a bigger loser

coz i never said it

but im already give up

and it makes me very sad

of missing her,my first luv

>_<"

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#44 small achievement

2010-03-23T15:27:00.000-07:00

haha its a laughable entry

what is duranian want to blabber about??

duranian has achievement?

>_<"

maybe its small

but for me

im happy with it

i can finally talk

during topic master session

and without knowing

i take the longest time in that session

hehe so u know i like to talk :)

i finally have the courage

to ask someone that not familiar to help me

and..i asked in english conversation

of coz la my english turned up

like a wave..sinusoidal :)

our ETP prototype had been proved

can work like we want

and i got the chance

to submerged inside the biggest aquarium in UTP

proud rite :)

i just realize my dream

to hold myself to eat rice

haha its so hurt

if u r a monster eater

but i need to :)

how bout my achievements?

it is small rite

but for me

i glad at least

my day is better than yesterday

i hope so :)

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#43 the feeling about it

2010-03-23T15:19:00.000-07:00

we human

have a feeling rite

thats why human is not perfect

but its the best creature in the world

how do u feel when u will be ignored??

me??

i always be ignored by my frends

but its ok

since im always alone

1st situation:

u makes a joke

and u frends ignore it

no one laugh

how do u feel?

2nd situation:

u sent ur CV to some company

ur frend got reply

while u r not

how do u feel?

3rd situation:

u always go out with ur frends

but now u realize

he/she never invite u again

why it happened?

how do u feel?

4th situation:

u have someone u admired

and u try to approach her/him

but it the end

u just be ignored like a statue

how do u feel?

for all situation above

im sure u can feel the same way

the feeling of being ignored by people

am i ignorant person?

i dont know

if my frends said so

so maybe its true

maybe...

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#42 realize

2010-03-23T15:07:00.000-07:00

sometimes when we did something wrong

we cant see it with our naked eyes

so how we can know about it??

thats why we needs frend

to talk to us about our mistakes

and weakness

for example in class

i can accept any jokes

but somehow i will become angry

when people dont respect their lecturer in front

is it proper to make noises

while the lecturer want to teach us smthing

ok lets switch place

he becomes u

and u become lecturer

what will u feel

ur students make stupid sound and

talking while u want to give them knowledge

its annoying rite

for me

if my frend make a joke

inside the class

and it doesnt disturb the lecturer

i can accept that

am i a serious person?

not laa..

im just want us

at least respect our lecturer

can we change?

its up to u

>_<"

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#41 i want to restart

2010-03-22T17:16:00.000-07:00

but the rain want never stop

i want to cherish myself this morning

wateve

just be happy duranian

>_<

relaku menunggumu
seribu tahun lagi
tapi benarkah hidup
ku kan selama ini
biar berputar
utara selatan
ku tak putus harapan
sedia setia
>_<

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#40 pictures show everything

2010-03-22T15:58:00.000-07:00

understand???

no?

its ok

xyah faham pun xpe

>_<"

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#39 a piece of heart

2010-03-22T15:27:00.000-07:00

amaran : pos ni terlalu jiwang..maybe leh pengsan..sila tutup blog ni cpt2 kalau xnak pengsan..tq

owh last nite

maybe the saddest thing in my life happen

huk2

dont want to say anything

tq to z fauzan

we had shared a lot of secret together

and he also had calm me last nite

tq my frend

i dont cry ek

dont thing im too weak*although i am*

just in my imaginary world

i had to let her go

but not in my heart

i think this is first time

i had luv someone like this

and this is the first time

i luv someone while i can forget about my first luv

haha but Allah always fair to his slaves

maybe she is not for me

maybe she is for me

just rite now

i need to do what i must do

im annoying person

bcoz my life too empty

and im always feel alone

then i tend to talk a lot

but in the end

im just annoying

and it makes people around me stress

for me im so bad

making people stress

i just want people laughing

maybe my approached is wrong

am i stress

of coz i am

haha kalau x mana dtg migrain ni

but she had coloured my life

although just in short time

im very happy

just to have the opportunity

to know her and luv her from inside

when i stress and sad

i tend to eat a lot

i tend to sleep a lot

but alhamdulillah

i can control that

uik

dont worry la

i got a lot of supportive frends

maybe in short time

i can just forget her

>_<"

to end this entry

i just want to restate

this is the first time

i luv someone that much

maybe u can vomit

but its true

urm...

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#38 give up sometimes is better

2010-03-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

our group ETP has done our prototype

congratz my teammate

just need to modify a little

owh our issues

give up

what does i had give up just now??

its not "her" that i give up

lol

its about my intention to play guitar

just now i learnt it with zee

only 4 cord

cant be done

learnt song

not even 1 single strike

have beautiful melody

conclusion

"doesnt has talent"

i thinking of give it last thought

coz i like music

and it amazing if i by myself

create that music

im jealous of u zee

>_<"

its true

that sometimes

give up is better

but not for all cases

>_<

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#37 show time

2010-03-22T03:59:00.001-07:00

one story :

adik : abg,abg amik course ape kat UTP?

duranian : chemical engineering..why?

adik : best x?

duranian : diff people diff thought..for me..yeah quite good

adik : eh..ok tq :)

duranian : wokeyh..how r u?

then the sms session stopped there

haha this my little naughty sistah

just sms me like that

i know u r focusing on ur SPM

good luck..

another story :

adi : asl ko ngatuk ni,xpernah tgk ko ngatuk dlm kelas??

kamil : aku kehilangan energy,aku xjumpa gurl tu arini..

adi : apekah,meh aku urut ko(sambil empuk blkg tekak aku)...

kamil : adei aku pose la arini

adi : bapak ar,meh aku blanje ko lunch(macam ni ke member,hak2)..

kamil : xmo la..NI FIRST TIME KOT AKU POSE PAS BULAN RAMADHAN LEPAS(proud2 :P)

haha its true

for me

like an eating machine

i just can stop eating

gladly i still can hold my starveness

rite now nak prepare bukak pose

masak soup ayam segera

dengan roti gardinea

dengan air sarsi tawar..

jadila labu

>_<"

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#36 now i know...

2010-03-22T03:30:00.000-07:00

what i know

the feeling of missing
someone i really miss
it aches

is it hurt?

not really

but then

i become really don't care

about my surrounding

what is lecturer taught in front

what is my frends talked about

why im so down today

coz i never got chance to see her today

maybe Allah read my blog

and him,show me the truth

if it so

then...

if its not

then...

haha wateve

im just a loser

big,fat loser :P

owh yea

jom gi tgk ni....

i never miss TTS performance

wateve test or anything happen

i wanna,wanna go there*serious tone*

sape2 temankan ek

>_<"

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#35 let me go,myself...

2010-03-21T16:22:00.000-07:00

yakinkan aku tuhan
dia bukan milikku
biarkan waktu
hapus aku

say to me God
she's not mine
let the time
kill me

sadarkan aku tuhan
die bukan untukku
biarkan waktu
hapus aku

wake me up God
im not deserve to her
let the time
kill me

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#34 students hate mondays

2010-03-21T12:34:00.000-07:00

like others

i also hate mondays

for me as anak jati Pahang

every school start on Monday

Monday is the day

we want to collect back the study mood

when we throw away during last friday

but still it very hard

and when we got a long break

monday is the new beginning

after the break

and the recovery took

as much as how many days we spent

for hols

my motive???

today got class from 8-1,2-4

so pack >_<"

and still im not ready

owh but its ok

since i will

see her at 12pm today

where...from a far away

so my perfect month will start again too

ManUtd 2-1 Liverpool

congratz MU fans..

for Liverpool,try again later

for PCS presenters

good luck

sahut la cabaran Dr Sumanti

to got more than B

>_<"

it was 3.40am

and i just wake up to eat

my dinner--roti telur

lets make it my breakfast

or sahur,so i can fast tomorrow

lets go to MonDay class

hurm..

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#33 if that the cases.....

2010-03-21T12:22:00.000-07:00

since mus brought car to UTP

i always back home and UTP with him

the fact is

i always reach at home safely

last week

some problem occur

when we reach at Bandar Baru Temerloh

the front mirror scattered

glad there is tinted plastic

but the bad is

we cant see anything

luckily,sat*not a real name*

used to drive that car at that time

and with calm mind

he drive slowly find the mechanic

and we found one

the process to replace took 2 hours

so we have to

look around that town

free tour at emergency time

and my mom always call

but i need to ignore it

my sis text me

but still i need to ignore it

why???

to make them less worried

by thinking im slept

and then the hours become late

so i just replied

im overslept :P

and when the car reach at Kuantan

then i simply text something happened

but im already at Kuantan

if something happened to you

if that the cases....

i thought i need to solve it first

before tell my parents

how about you???

>_<"

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